Moral Sensations and other Sensations and our desire .

I don't remember exactly at any age, but When  I was very small under than 6 Year .

 i    had  been    very    eager   to  dooing  an autopsy   while  someone   spoke.

at that  momnet  I  had  been tought  in  my  body   and the  body  spoke      and  i realized  we  are    the  same  kind (human).

i tought it  could  be   Immoral   doing  autopsy  to  someone  a live or  just   like  the  same  kind  .

and   i Tought   to  get     died  body   and  do  autopsy   on  it    and  hide   it out  from  the  society .

But I do not know exactly my position is the result of thinking about morality or thinking of the consequences.  because  i was  also  afraid  from society . and  there  ideas .

The strange thing is that   person who was spoken and I thought to  do   autopsy on him

 was my father . (  i was not want   but  i thought in it and i was eager and  eager  beat  what  we  want somtimes)

The strange thing that i was not have ANY Sensations  for my family neither  around me though i was big enough.

but  what  im  seeing  now that    all   kids  have Sensations  towed  parents    tough they are  under than 6Y

 i would  complete   and  t  later .