Why am I so failure!! (12/Aug)

I think I am so clever, and I think I have the nice character, I am easy-going, I am working hard for my dream, but I found I am more and more further with my dream!!

I don't have a rich parents, so I must do more with my own. But I don't have any reason to blame my parents, they had paid too much for me, I can't go to university without them, I can't go to the city without them...

 I don't have enough money to buy house, I don't have money to buy car,  I don't have enough self-confidence to get a girlfriend!!! I think I have better inhesion than most of others, but why am I so failure? I don't know!

"A man who would success or not is not lieing on his advantage but disadvantage" , I saw it from my favourite BBS, and then I know the reason of my own..

What is my disadvantage, I must think them earnestly.

The biggest one is lazy, I love so many things, but I can't make them to be my strong suits, why? I can't pay more time on them, I can't practise them for enough times, or maybe I had pay more time on computer games, on TV or on others.

The second one is lack of self-confidence, from now on, I must pay more attention on this, I must do more exercise to communicated with others, I must bravely to express my opinion with others , and I must say "I love you "to the girl who I am falling in love with.

To pay more on my disadvantage, it's the most important thing for me at present.

Just practise, Just change yourself.