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  yaa....haloooo.....i am having holiday  which a bored one for

 me !!!    so .i  have planned something!  To get a licence of drving..then reading some books..! sounds meaningful..hope it will be carried out !!  kaka ....

  today..just have my hair cut!!  sweety again ..!!!  so full of energy now.....

 Jing Jing....GO GO GO !!!  ....delete..something tommyrot in ur mind...kaka ...tomorrow is another day!!  ....

  at last ...give a kiss to my dear! ..

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                   the feeling at this moment is "a desire to die."~ why?    i just finished the important exams --which i did not care much about it...!    No careness is impossible ...these weeks ...just so many assignments and and exams approached..that make me crazy..make me dull.......

      i wanna  pour these feeling out..but here is nobody giving his or her  shoulder   to me .!  

   i feel say...now..just this moment...maybe tomorrow...is a another day..actually...it is ...i really miss someone...but he is not online now...then ..i am sad lonely  with myself...

            i   miss pineapple!!!! --- my best friend who is far from me now..~!!!!

          miss u so much! it sounds that my life of college is out of my expection .! all the things are beyong me ..!

          i am not someone's doll .! i am not someone's slave.! I wanna expose myself in front of friend ..but it seems that no one is understand my concepts.!!    is it related to someone is horizon ?  or ?  .. feel tired of heart...

     so one is OK..that can controll time by myself .! so listen to music is OK..that can get rid of gossips which i hate it !

  JInG....wake up & hurry up!!  u can not make your parents disaoppinted!! it  mustn't !