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Fail again; it’s not a quite good feeling to me. I really deserve it. Should I cry for it~I’m sad; even I knew I wouldn’t pass it. But the score really breaks my heart.
and I’m a little jealous of my friends, coz they get high. I have to pretend to be happy.actually I’m so down, but I am still happy for them. They prepared for it such hard,so they deserve the victory.
I must rethink my future carefully, don’t waste much time on entertainment which will wear down my faith. Whatever I say right now just indicates jealousy and frustration.
I said I didn’t expect to stable life, it’s fake. Maybe it gives me another chance to see me through. Persisting in the pursuit of dream, to be abroad on my own~

Okay, it’s time.

wow,i've been here for 2 months,it's really weird and strange.this is first that i leave home alone. i am not adapt to it well,but things 's getting better in recent days. frankly, i don't like the weather here,it's so hot.what's more,u can hardly find ground here,it's a mountan-city. emm,i still need to some time.

 i am so in favor of a korean band all these days around,aha,"big bang"they are so excellent... today we attent to a lecture, and i thinnk i get a lot, only dilgent ppl have chances to succeed,noone prefers to work with lazy bones.and must clearly knows what do u want....really hope several months later i would be confident to make my own desicion

It’s quite busy time for me; never had I thought it would such hard. it seems over control. I cannot manage myself well. Especially facing any urgent issues. There’re so many things need to do all these months.
Goddamn! Just like machine, repeat him day by day.

And my damn health won’t do me a favor, acute gastric again.
I was so excited last week, because Challen v was hold in Chengdu.and I watched the whole performance by the TV. There is huge hope,and great disappointment as well.

 I definitely love the hosts: David,Lichen,Zhouyingqi and Kenan. They’re the greatest! But hosts of the red carpet are awful. Frankly they are not suitable. I love the performance of Jane Zhang.
she is excellent, the real singing queen of china. There were many embarrassed moments during the ceremony. It’s so hard to believe that it could make such silly mistakes at least 3 times, that’s would be the greatest disappointment.
And there is another pity, no international stars that announced previously.
 Forget it; want more shows which are worth to see. For a real music lover, there’s nothing can compare with a real show. I dislike some singers just can sing well in studio. It’s so ridiculous. I just admire someone who are talent and enjoy it.