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MEGADETH

kenji.h — Thu, 06 Aug 2009 10:19:22 GMT

MEGADETH

too hot.....too ho...t..... day after day.
On such a hot day.I was looking for quiet music in "myspace"

But I found a page of "megadeth".I like Dave mustain very much.
I listened a song called "Head crusher"
I felt getting fine.

I want to play the Thrush!!(in winter from autumn only)

Hiroshima

kenji.h — Wed, 05 Aug 2009 09:34:04 GMT

Hiroshima

Tomorrow is "Day of atomic bomb in Hiroshima"
nuclear weapon exploded on a human being 64years ago.

The A-bomb was called "Little Boy"
The B29 named "Enola Gay" went to Hiroshima from Tinian in Aug 6th 1945.
and "Little boy" exploded in Hiroshima at 8:15am.
Many people vaporized and disappeared.

The nuclear weapon is a so big problem of the all human
It isn't a problem of U.S.A. only.
Because I don't intend to say political criticism to U.S.A. only.
In fact I don't know who was right in world war Ⅱ.

I think that President Obama is a splendid leader.
But He can't break off a problem alone.

Pray for peace please.
The state that anyone can love neighbors.
I believe that it's　Land of Buddha(仏国土)or heaven.

I want to be friend with you

kenji.h — Tue, 04 Aug 2009 09:16:53 GMT

I want to be friend with you

When I send a message for the first time

"I want to be friend with you"

I want to convey the feeling carefully

Please teach me it polite way of greeting.

marriage

kenji.h — Tue, 04 Aug 2009 08:23:24 GMT

marriage

I went to drink yesterday.
I can't drink much liquor.
But it was the invitation of the childhood friend,
Because I didn't decline it.

My childhood friend work in construction work and convenience store.
He is very hard worker.
The reason is marriage.

I thought that marriage is hard.
But I envy him.
I want to get my family,too.

obon

kenji.h — Mon, 03 Aug 2009 08:24:44 GMT

obon

I was born in Hiroshima.
Because When I was child,I learned about atomic bomb every summer.
I am really afraid of the atomic bomb.

There is week of "OBON" in Japan.
It's said that the soul of dead parson returns in "Obon"
I am going to pray for all dead people by war in this year,too.

In "Obon" of the last year,
I held a funeral for oneself for the people who died regrets death.
I recieve energy of live by dead people.

summer

kenji.h — Sat, 01 Aug 2009 09:12:54 GMT

summer

I'm absentminded a little recentry.
It may be coused by hot.

I get sentimental every summer.
I said to around people in last summer.
"Buddha went down in the world"
I believed it.

I thought "This Buddha is [Seishi bosatu(Bodhisattva of wisdom)]"
Because I did a funeral without eating.
and I was hospitalized last summer.
But I am going to hold a memorial service in this "Obon".

There are a lot of worship object in Buddhism.
My worship object is "Seishi bosatu"
I believe it.
Therefore I went to sanctuary of Seishi bosatu(Chion in) last summer.
I want to go to there again.

suicide

kenji.h — Fri, 31 Jul 2009 09:20:35 GMT

suicide

I talked with co-worker about suicide.

My friend committed suicide ten years ago.
She was a singer song writer.
She was good singr.
I guess that she knew the truth.
But she was too young to know truth
The truth is cruel so as not to want to know it.

In fact I feel pain of alive sometime,too.
But I afraid about death.
and I improved a change of emotion.
Because I don't suicide.

I think that I make my pain.
It's Buddhism.I thank Buddha.

me is we

kenji.h — Thu, 30 Jul 2009 10:10:43 GMT

me is we

I thinking "Why older Japanese are irreligion.

Japan was governed after the world warⅡ by U.S.A.
Because In Japan, influence of the liberalism is strong.

Japanese Government made "Shinto of nation" a Japanese religion before the war.
There are a lot of nationalist in Japan.
It was a policy for war.

Naturally U.S.A. disturbed "Shinto of nation"
and Japanese Government downplayed Buddhism.
It's the cause why Japanese became irreligion.

Of course I didn't have a model of ethic.
But one day,I realized.and I was ashamed it.

I began copying of a sutra and Zen meditation.
I always wrote "for world peace"
I kept it some years
I noticed that it was to love neighbors.

World is in my mind.
I realize "me is we"

my favorite thing

kenji.h — Wed, 29 Jul 2009 11:08:31 GMT

my favorite thing

I am so tired today
Because I was going to think about a favorite thing.

I thought ine of Japanese singer(or actress?)
It's "Tomoyo Harada"
When I was child.I saw her for first time.
I thought in this way then
"What a beautiful she is!"

I remember it well.She makes me crazy

Who is your favorite singer or actor?

Tell me please.

Heart of Niow

kenji.h — Tue, 28 Jul 2009 10:01:31 GMT

Heart of Niow

I made my web site.
That name of site is "Kenji & Vajirapany"

http://www.geocities.jp/kenji_and_vajirapany

(Please show my site please) m(_ _)m

Vajirapany is guardian deity of Buddhism.
It's called "Kongou rikishi niow" in Japan.
I'm a fan of "niow"

"niow" have a very scary face.
He glares to keep the security of the temple.

By the way,I declare openly that I am a Buddhist.
Then There is a person to misunderstand,
They think "Kenji is not angry even if it is done anything"
It's terrible misundestanding.

There is scary deity in Buddhism,too.
Buddha said
"Evil continues fighting against Holy eternally.
Either doesn't win"
This doctrine of the world seems to be influence of the Hinduism.
I understood it.

I always made up my mind to stand holy side.

I don't like a person paying attention to only a violence.
Because I can be angry at snideness.
I called "heart of Vajirapany(Niow)"

How to make gif anime

kenji.h — Sun, 26 Jul 2009 09:19:27 GMT

How to make gif anime

I made gif animation today.
I like work of it very much.
I don't have High technology software.
But I can enjoy free software only.

If you feel boredom,I recommend create gif animation.
But unfortunately I know free software of made in Japanese only.
It's called "Giam"
However How to use "Giam" is sinple.
Therefore I recommend try it.

This is address of "Giam" http://homepage3.nifty.com/furumizo/giamd.htm

and I wrote [how to use Giam.] in "My space"
http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendId=1004461007&blogId=502239887

If you have an interest about "Giam",I explain in English (in possible range)

my nephey

kenji.h — Sat, 25 Jul 2009 09:13:32 GMT

my nephey

This is my nephey.His name is "Koen"

Koen has a Japanese name,too.It's "光円"
Koen is half Canadian and half Japanese.
They live in Montreal Canada.
Koen has already become a junior high student.
But I have Koen's photo one piece only.

My brother don't use internet.
I often recommended internet to him.
But he isn't interested in internet at all.

Because We use the expensive international telephone call.
Surely The rate of the international telephone call was reduced.
However I want to watch a living of Canada with photo.

There are useful service in internet.
Yahoo,windows live meassanger and Skype.etc

I want to change his mind.
But he is monk of Buddhism.
He doesn't like contemporary machine, either.

I love contemporary machine.
He and me are diametrically opposite character about internet.

immorality love

kenji.h — Fri, 24 Jul 2009 12:21:31 GMT

immorality love

I love a handmade.
In particular music and picture.

I think making of sentence and working of art are similar.(for me)
I perform energy to sublimate.Both music and sentence.
When I concentrate too much on work,I forget the appetite.

There is one of opinion immorality love make creative energy in Japan.
It's "The pain that cannot meet a beloved person makes an art"
(In fact it's minority.)
I can understand it.
Of course I am not in love with the wife of another man.hahaha.

When I produce works, the energy of the heart is necessary.
The energy of the heart that love produces is very strong.
Both happiness and pains.

If you feeling a pain now.
You create a something,Your pain may disappear.....(???)

Mobile phone

kenji.h — Thu, 23 Jul 2009 11:48:30 GMT

Mobile phone

Mobile phone is very useful.
When I was 22years old,I began to use it.
Of course It had only the function of the telephone.
But I felt useful.
It is more than ten years ago.

My new mobile phone has　a lot of fanction.E-mail,camera,mp3 player,internet,TV,etc.
I use the camera of mobile phone than a digital camera well recentry.
I don't use i pod recentry,too.
I welcome the progress of the mobile phone.

Kenji

terrorism

kenji.h — Wed, 22 Jul 2009 10:08:33 GMT

terrorism

There was the Japanese speech person who said a Muslim like a terrorist.
I warned him.[Don't say "Moslem is terrorist"]
Because I want some of Moslem to stop terrorism.

The Islam is peaceful doctrine.
I think that the pious believer expects peace truly.

I guess Thare are a lot of grieving people of Moslem.
I want not to be disappointed, too.

I love you in Japanese

kenji.h — Tue, 21 Jul 2009 10:47:10 GMT

I love you in Japanese

I think [Thank you] is important word.
I know "谢谢"Terima kasih"Merci"ありがとう" now.
If you know other "thank you",
Would you please tearch me "thank you" of your country?

[I love you] It often become the topic,too.
I know English and [我爱你] only.
Do you know other [I love you]?
If I translate [I love you] in Japanese,That's [watashi wa anata o aishite imasu]
It's so long.and It isn't used very much.

However I guess Japanese doesn't conservative about love in contemporary.
I hope that somebody create [I love you] in Japanese.

...terrible kiss, hehe

Liberal

kenji.h — Mon, 20 Jul 2009 05:56:40 GMT

Liberal

The weather of today's Hiroshima Japan is a heavy rain.
It was good to have a hobby I was in a room, and to be able to enjoy.

By the way,Japanese have an image of a old person in the Buddhism.
But I believe Buddha.
I want a Japanese youth to have faith.

I sympathize with liberalism, too.
But Liberalism does not have a correct answer.
Because I believe in Buddhism.
I interpret it as "Buddhism of Liberal"
Because I'm a Buddhist in Liberal.

Interesting photo site

kenji.h — Sat, 18 Jul 2009 08:54:37 GMT

Interesting photo site

When I didn't have a PC.
I bought expensive musical instruments and recorder.
After having obtained a PC.
There becomes little expenditure.
The hobbies increased.

I like editing of the image recentry.
I use free software only.
I use [paint(windows)]and[Jtrim(free)]
and I introduce a site of interesting image editing.

Fake magazine site
http://www.magmypic.com/

The site that had a my friend Formusjim introduced me.
There are many interesting efect of image here.
http://www.photofunia.com/

If you made an interesting image,show me please

Will I be sexy?

I'm sorry for bad image...m(_ _)m

unnatural

kenji.h — Fri, 17 Jul 2009 09:33:03 GMT

unnatural

I can't sleep recentry.
Becouse I went to hospital today.
I got a sleeping drug.

But I dislike medicine.
There is resistance in putting an unnatural material in a body.
I want to sleep without medicine early.

Heart to feel

kenji.h — Thu, 16 Jul 2009 12:12:17 GMT

Heart to feel

I love work of art. Music,photo,movie,etc. My technic isn't good.But I can feel happines.

<play the music instrument><editing image><editing gif animation><sing a song>The heart to feel is similar all

my dog

kenji.h — Wed, 15 Jul 2009 10:57:26 GMT

my dog

I keeping a dog.
My dog is an American cocker spaniel.
His name is Leon.
He is very quiet.
Because He is very cute.

One woman couldn't keep Leon 2years ago.
Because she gave me.
It's existence like my younger brother now.
He is a member of the families.

commentator

kenji.h — Tue, 14 Jul 2009 11:10:36 GMT

commentator

I watched a living of Shanghai in YOUTUBE.
The person of the political thought does only a quarrel.
But Fashion or the art are differnt.
They share the same impression.
My politics are the conservatives in Japan.
But politics is not most important for me.

I expect artist.
Because Art don't have border.
The artist makes the friendship all over the world.

I like rock music in all over the world.
I make music and an animation with a hobby.
Thereby I can respect other work of art.
The Internet spread all over the world
Anyone is be a commentator now.
I think that the professional commentator disappears.
I think it's good.

church and state

kenji.h — Mon, 13 Jul 2009 13:45:14 GMT

church and state

I read a book of world history.
I am interested in religion and national relations.
Religion and ambition of the King are put together.
Thereby Powerful human energy gathers there.
I thought that the separation of church and state was really important.
Religion makes people crazy.
I don't forget it.

Guardians

kenji.h — Sun, 12 Jul 2009 14:03:44 GMT

Guardians

I dislike that I fight for Buddhism.
The buddhism spread while keeping peace.Because The Buddhism does not attack other God.

Japanese Interpretation that God of the Shinto is a guardian deity of the Buddhism in Japan.A lot of deity of the Hindiusm became deity of the Buddhism,too.

for example,Ganesha is called a "kanki ten" in Japanese Buddhism.It's deity of the business in Japan.

In addition,Haarity(kishimojin) called terrible deity in one area.But "Kishimojin(harrity)" called deity of easy delivery in Japan.

Buddhism fuses with local deity,and the Buddhism change.I like the peaceful charactor of Buddhism.

movement makes problem

kenji.h — Sat, 11 Jul 2009 10:56:16 GMT

movement makes problem

All the nations number system seems to be examined in India.Of course I entrust Indian judgment.The caste system was not over only by having renewd a law.

There was similar problem in Japan.But There was not the problem recentry by the strong protest movement of the citizen's group.However The citizens movement makes people crazy.
Even if the loses a reason,they want to continue movement.They makes new problem.

Passion is wonderful.but passion should sublimate for peace.The energy is made as far as human expect it when human want to alive
I guess The energy produced a great work of art.
We should become careful with a political aim.The reason is because the energy can be used for murder and war.

foreign Yahoo

kenji.h — Fri, 10 Jul 2009 11:32:01 GMT

foreign Yahoo

I visited to Yahoo China yesterday.I often visit foreign Yahoo.I use chinese charactor.Because I understand a few Chinese and Taiwanese.But I can't conversation.Because I don't know most of the pronunciation.I talk by the second language each ather.It's pleasant.

Probably I may make friends more if there is a some art or art.I think Art don't have a border.Of course photograph is very good!I enjoy a photo of E-baby's member!

Rockinpo goroshi /movie by Kenji

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A8I1uV3e4rs

Rock

kenji.h — Thu, 09 Jul 2009 10:29:00 GMT

Rock

Rock music is one of music category.and way of life.

When I was young,I listening rock anytime.

Rock music's claim is childish,but it's holy same time.

Rock makes me crazy and Honesty.

Dave Mustaine of Megadeth is became a pious Christian.I feel like understanding his mind.

I respect him almost as same as a priest.

I guess all initiator of Japanese Buddhism are antisocialist.

Therefore I made a movie,It's mixed Rock & Buddhism.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hQfg_dh3WBY

Religion & perfume

kenji.h — Wed, 08 Jul 2009 12:19:32 GMT

Religion & perfume

There are a lot of kids suiside in Japan. because I want to get rid of "bullying"

But I don't understand what I should do.
I think ineffective only in religion, and only in fashion is same.
Because I made an animation.
I mixed Japanese religion and music of the fashion.

Please listen to my wish.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WPcRRGU9oMA

Art is form of the spirits

kenji.h — Tue, 07 Jul 2009 15:34:27 GMT

Art is form of the spirits

There is one mascot charactor in Japan.
His name is [Sent kun].
He mixed Shinto and Buddhism form.
Author is "Yabuuti Satoshi"
He is artist of statue buddha.
He has deep love about Japanese cluture.
Because I respect him very much.

By the way,
He is protested by columnist and Buddhism group[Nanto niroku kai(Jurinin tenple)].

Monk said
["Sent kun" is profanity to the Buddhism.]
[Because Japan is irreligion, there is little reaction]
[If it is Islam,He become the object of the terrorism]
I heard it and protested to the "Jurin in temple"

I sent e-mail to Jurin in temple.
The contents are this.
[You are right.Japan is an irreligious country.
But Aren't you a Buddhism propagator?]

[Monks should take the responsibility for irreligion.]

[Rather it is power of the master art of Buddhist image to have kept Japanese Buddhism culture.]

[Anyway,Almost Moslem is not terrorist!!!]

I sent e-mails three times and finally went to a temple with a letter.
Jurin in temple's Monk misunderstand about Buddhism.
They think "intense protest are strong religion."

I'm not irreligion.I'm really Buddhist.
However I want to protect an artist "Mr Yabuuti satoshi"this time.

I was convinced,
Contemporary Japanese Buddhism is only funeral business.

I think
"Art is form of the spirit."
"Buddha is energy of the soul"
I want to create new peaceful Buddhism now.

Sent electronica by Kenji

http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=59983371

favorite music

kenji.h — Mon, 06 Jul 2009 09:22:02 GMT

favorite music

I love all kind of rock music.
My favorite is [Maximum the hormone] recentry.
They are some similar [System of a down].
But I like a Japanese lyric.

When I was a teenager,I knew only Heavy metal.
Metallica,Megadeth,Anthrax,Iron maden,Judas priest,Ozzy,Pantera,Slayer,etc.
But I tried to listening to all kind of music.
Thereby I liked [techno pop][electronica][new wave]
Under world,Chemical brothers,The Prodigy,Perfume,Polysics, are my favorite.

I making a techno truck by calkwalk sonar now.
It's myself-satisfaction.
Anyway,The sampler is really interesting.
I think that I should have got a PC earlier.

What is your audio system?
I have chiep tihing only(^^;)

We lost our Buddhism

kenji.h — Sun, 05 Jul 2009 16:33:24 GMT

We lost our Buddhism

My buddha is not satatue Buddha and old temples.
My buddha is soul of human.
Of course eveybody have it.

I think almost spiritual awakening parson is artist.
It isn't only monks.

Japanese lost our Buddhism.
They thought Buddhism is foreign cluture.

I am Buddhist of Liberal camp.
I can respect all people with faith.

I am 35years old middle aged man.
I want to create new peaceful something.
I want to know something new.
Anyway

Buddhism is not to look at an only old temples.

Let's enjoy looking for something new(σ・∀・)σ

form of heart

kenji.h — Sun, 05 Jul 2009 08:04:51 GMT

form of heart

Why we need langage?
I think that reason is instinct desire.

Those driving forces are energy of instinct desire.

For example,
While I create a something.I lose an appetite.
The reason is because it injected instinct desire in work.

Because sound recording and write a composition are
absolutely necessary things for me.
I t is find my mind.

Artist can give soul to work.

PC is wonderful

kenji.h — Sat, 04 Jul 2009 09:04:41 GMT

PC is wonderful

The PC is really convenient and is interesting.I like sound recording, image editing, movie editing.

Hobby increases and expenditure decreases.It's very very good!

I use Music making soft is [calkwalk sonar] and image editing is free soft [J trim] movie editing is [windows movie maker]
If you know recommend soft,tell me it please.

Holy war

kenji.h — Fri, 03 Jul 2009 08:37:01 GMT

Holy war

I work in a welfare institution,It is care of senior people.The Japanese average was prologed.
I have to glad it.but there is the Japanese problem,too.

Senior citizen often say "I want to die early"
I am always troubled with an answer.

I heard average life span has a shortest in the world is Sierraleone.
Reason is internal troubles
I think that it was good to be born in Japan.
and I write a Buddhism sutra to delete sorrow.
It is my sake to pray for world peace.

I think an enemy of the world peace is indifferent.
I am a buddhist,but I resarch a few Islam and Christian book.
I had been to the Catholic church.I respect all people with religion.

The sentence was writen before in about 2000years in the present age,range is too small.
By the present age,I can easily meet a Moslem and a Christian .

I don't make a religion taboo,
and I think that it is important to create a peaceful global religion.
I think Only liberal is not enough.Only consavative,too.

I wish end the time,when religion is in a reason of the war.

Nationalism isn't hate other nation

kenji.h — Thu, 02 Jul 2009 09:08:06 GMT

Nationalism isn't hate other nation

I like a patriotism.but,I think[love own country] and [hate foreign country] are totally different.
There are a lot of misunderstanding nationalists.I feel sad.

I am right conservative in Japan.I love own countries and respect other countries.

I am interested in modern histtory.
After world war Ⅱ,many countries succeeded in independence.I am glad it.

I write a Buddhism sutra(hannya shinkyo).
The porpose is world peace.I always pray it.

don't want be a WASP henchman

kenji.h — Wed, 01 Jul 2009 10:37:38 GMT

don't want be a WASP henchman

I talked with one Indian.He want to be second American.
I think English is very useful.I likes USA and UK culture.In particular Rock music makes me crazy.becouse I enjoy learn in English.
But I don't want to be second Anglo saxon.

I am native Japanese speaker.and English is useful second language.
I respect American.The reason is because they loves theirs own country.
I love Japan,too.

I respect India.for example,Mahatma Gandhi,Subhas Chandra Bose,Radhabinod Pal,etc.

Not only rock satar.Oasis,blur,XTC,radiohead,Metallica,megadeth,pantera,system of a down,under world,afextwin,system7...I respect them.

But I can't foget a lot of dead for nation.Of course other coutry too.and I wish a peaceful world

Difficult judgment

kenji.h — Tue, 30 Jun 2009 09:05:03 GMT

Difficult judgment

I challenged to Yahoo's Asian chat yesterday.but I couldn't understand talking about.

There is a kind Egyptian,He can use English,because I told
[What kind of language do they use?]
Thereby I am able to know the language,it was Arabic.
and He teached me,Everybody talking about a sex(^^;)

There are a few peaple misjudged by me.They judged my sex is female(^^;)
and I was tempted by Arabian man

I wish a peaceful of world,but I am not gay,I regretfully declined the tempted by men

I had a funny experience by Arabian(^^;)

Messanger

kenji.h — Mon, 29 Jun 2009 12:09:19 GMT

Messanger

I enjoyed messanger chat with one Taiwanese man yesterday. I had a very good time!

Do you have a messanger account? If you have a account,tell me please(^^)

My Yahoo messanger ID is [kenji.virgo].

I'll wait for your visit

Clumsy English

kenji.h — Sun, 28 Jun 2009 09:43:22 GMT

Clumsy English

I try to introduce myself. but my English is clumsy.
I often used a Yahoo's translation,but it's not perfect.
I want to get the second language.Therfore I chose English.
But Japan is a most homogenous nation,because I don't have an opportunity for use other language. Therefore I came to here.
I feel change of the Japanese identity recently.
For example,The decline of the religion,a rise of the nationalism,etc....
but This topic may be not interesting(^^;)

I am a single man.of course I am interested in romance.(σ・∀・)σ

Religion&Identity

kenji.h — Sat, 27 Jun 2009 10:19:27 GMT

Religion&Identity

I am a buddhist.Buddhism and Japanese are important for me.but I never negation other religion.

Japanese Buddhism declines.Japanese monks is a businessman not a teacher.I am very disappointed.

There is much religion in the world.Religion wants there to be it to understanding each other.I expect world peace.What is identity for all of you?

Nice to meet you

kenji.h — Fri, 26 Jun 2009 11:58:07 GMT

Nice to meet you

I studied English 6years in scool.but it's not enough.I want a lot of friends all over the world.I'm interested in foreign culuture and history. But more experience is neccesary for me.Don't you learn English together?

Please tell me your pasonality and identity.