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July 31, 2009
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I talked with co-worker about suicide.

My friend committed suicide ten years ago.
She was a singer song writer.
She was good singr.
I guess that she knew the truth.
But she was too young to know truth
The truth is cruel so as not to want to know it.

In fact I feel pain of alive sometime,too.
But I afraid about death.
and I improved a change of emotion.
Because I don't suicide.

I think that I make my pain.
It's Buddhism.I thank Buddha.

 

 

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July 30, 2009
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I thinking "Why older Japanese are irreligion.

Japan was governed after the world warⅡ by U.S.A.
Because In Japan, influence of the liberalism is strong.

Japanese Government made "Shinto of nation" a Japanese religion before the war.
There are a lot of nationalist in Japan.
It was a policy for war.

Naturally U.S.A. disturbed "Shinto of nation"
and Japanese Government downplayed Buddhism.
It's the cause why Japanese became irreligion.

Of course I didn't have a model of ethic.
But one day,I realized.and I was ashamed it.

I began copying of a sutra and Zen meditation.
I always wrote "for world peace"
I kept it some years
I noticed that it was to love neighbors.

World is in my mind.
I realize "me is we"

 

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July 29, 2009
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I am so tired today
Because I was going to think about a favorite thing.

I thought ine of Japanese singer(or actress?)
It's "Tomoyo Harada"
When I was child.I saw her for first time.
I thought in this way then
"What a beautiful she is!"

I remember it well.She makes me crazy

Who is your favorite singer or actor?

Tell me please.

 

 

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