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Viet Nam
January 3, 2009
What do you do when you try and try so hard but it doesn't matter? For me, i often walk alone the street, see everything goes round and round, noisy and quickly, and feel just me, alone.
Sometimes, we feel like we're under pressure in everything, at work or at school, at home and in life...We do do anything to find the solution but nothing ever worked. We despair.
Sometimes we are blamed for the fault that we haven't done and we cannot explain. We say :"Why no one trust me, just this time?" but no one else hear us cry, except us.
Sometimes we're tired of being what other want us to. We act like a pretty doll without any thinking. They want us to be like this, we will ; they tell us to act like that, we will. We hate ourself because we're not us.
Sometimes we put all our trust in someone and think they would keep it, but we are frustrated. No one respects it.
Sometimes people point their finger at us and started mocking us. They feel happy about it, like we have done some filthy things. We think there's nothing to be ashamed of but we can't understand why we be treated like that.
Sometimes, we feel like we are the only one in this world because no one cares about us. Everything is so cold. No one share with some one else anything, no one help the other. They live on their own too much , forget about anyone else. Although there're many many people around, we feel just like we're standing alone all the time.
Sometimes we feel like we're living in a deceitful world. From the outside, everyone smile at us and treat us like their family but we cannot know what they are thinking in their head. Cannot.
Sometimes we can't understand why people have to use all the means although it's good or not just to get their purpose. We look around and wonder : who is truthful, or just no one?
Is this the life we're living? The life is about watching ourself screaming " Let me out"!
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