art of living blog

its been 3 years since the last time i came here:) very very long time.

this year was nearly a disaster.i had central exam for entering univesrity and today was the day.all this year all i could imagine was a perfect life after exam but now im looking,theres no diffrence at all.

i guess the only way to change my life into what i really love is changing myself immediatly:) and i have a long long way to go and i think its gonna be very difficult since the way ive chosen for my life is extremely odd to everone (my parents,friends ,teachers...)

i have chosen to put my all into studying physics.even the slightest chance to success encourages me to do it.even if its a wrong decision, im going to take any consequences.

i want to start my life working hard for my dreams. and tomorrow is the first day of my new life. i want to change everything step by step.no matter what people would think or how judgmental they would be.

hello new me:)

to my love:X

i can tell you the best thing in the world is  haveing  a good and similar frnd to your self.having one true friend who can undrestand you in any situations is better than having lots of friends.during this 4 years i had her and you can not undrestand the relationship unless you fall in it.all the people say life can not go on without love.but i say life can not go on without a real friend.when you fall in love you have to have a friend to talk about your love...when you are sad..happy...angry...she is with you all the time ..when you are so depressed that feel you can not continue your life...the only reason for you will be her...and after some times you will feel she is the most necesoory thing in the world to you...i dont know you have some one like her or not..but i recommend to you to find some one like her.:X

i wrote it for you my dear best friend:i love you :X

why dont you belive me?!you are always thinking im cheating on you!i am honest:| i wont do this never ever:|