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January 5, 2009
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I'm freakin' out!Today I got up after 11:30 again!
I always have this sleeping problem.But when i'm at home,it's especially serious.Is it because my bed is too comfortable or my room is too quiet?Maybe they are all the factors.But i don't want to change the situation by letting myself suffer.
Yes,of course have i set up alarming clock.It's just too easy to turn it off and go back to my dreams.It happens every time,no exceptions.Every time i get up after 10 o'clock,i feel upset and frustrated.
My mom is weird at this point that she likes me sleeping,from my childhood until now.Back in my middle school,even when i'd slept over the class' beginning time,she didn't bother to ask me up.So,it's all my own matter.I must conquer it all by myself.
I successfully restrain some of my desires in life,and this is what i believe.As regards my sleeping desire,it defeats me with no big effort.Why is it so invincible?I totally have no idea.
A friend warned me that if i keep doing so,half of my entire life will be spent in a "persistent vegetative state".Oh God,i don't want that way!
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