snow 's white world

It has been four yeas from my last blog.

i came back to home town from that fourist city.

But i lost  my heart there because i  fell in love  with a boy.

i  used to think that i will be OK when i am back  home, but it turn out not.

i miss him so much, too many things and imagine remind me of him.

i miss you, dear, every day!!!  Hope every thing goes well with you.

Not too long i come to this new city,but i heard of some story around me in this city,which touch me,so i write it down here.

first story:

   i heard it from my cousin,who lived here for four years.a girl who is 28 yeras old,have  worked in factory here almost 10 years,factly ,may be longer than 10 yrars.

  she went to school few years,went out to work long times ago to suppot her family and her brothers and sisters'school work.In this many years she went home few.everytime she went home ,the family members will say "hi ,the rich has gone back ,give us money."no one have give her a greed"are you OK ,whether  your work is hard ,whether you feel tired outside alone",no one ask her like that.

now her brothers and sisters have graduated  from unversity,and she was old as a unmarried girl ,them talk to her "why you don't married , cann't you find some body to marry  ,don't waste our food  here.".

  she was so sad with her familys ,she tell my cousin ' i will leave ,more far ,more better, and never come back again ,never in my life'.

   i am very sorrowful,when i heard this story. even now,when i wrote this story ,my  tears fall. i cann't understand why her family can treat her like that .

very luckly,eveyone of my  family love eachother,and i donn't feel  lonely here ,since my work ,my struggle have means  because of them,my family and the people love me and my love.

i came this new city,shenzheng,a big city of china.i will work here for there years.when i am in home,i want to go out ,now i am out,i miss my home ,my  friend so much. 

here,a city for work but not live ,everyone is busy,no one smile at you.the weathers  so hot,we can't go out day,but only night.i hate it .

so my benginning here is not good,and i will live here peacefully,far away from them who are important to me,live here lonely,give  me a time abviously myself.