The more loving one

Last night ,i read Auden's poem THE MORE LOVING ONE .I was deeply moved by his words .Although I know very little about him , I am sure he must have loved someone deeply ,otherwise it's improssible for him to write so beautiful lines .

HE IS MY NORTH ,MY SOUTH ,MY EAST AND WEST . This is the proof of true love .I don't know if i am expecting love ,i just don't understand it .It seems that love is other people's business that  have nothing to do with me .And i don't want to change.

Maybe i haven't met the right person .Only maybe .But i really want to the more loving one ,if equal affection cannot be .