diary of 2008

  it is cloudytoday.    so bad. i like sunshine day.

 where are my friend on ebaby. it seemed that they are so busy to keep in touch. i shouted Ayaka , but she has not heard me.  oh..  heart-broken again. but i like to make new friends too.just honest friend.

   i will go to the dentist  today.my god. the toothache really kill me. it will be good sonner , kick it out of my mouth.. i told u am in love with a guy. yeah, we had a good talk last night. hehe, he is really humor. he will back home on Apr. so i am preparing for the date. am looking forward to that day..

   fighting.   iam watching a korean show.. romantic, my favor.

see ya

 iam so happy today. my prince has appeared. isit too early  to say that? anyway, he is the first man of my life.terribly, he is on business in shanghai. itis far away from my city. but he will back to home on April. iam looking forward to that day. itis so exciting.  i will dress up to meet him. i don't who is him, is he tall, handsome or gentle. i don't know. but it doesn't matter.itis really a good news to me..

   where is my client? they are hard to go with. i have not any order from them.i feel so depressed.one of them from Romania. he is friendly at first, but after i quoted,he has disappeared. why?? why not discuss with the price? all of them are them same man. quoted then disappeared. so i dare not to quote directly.  too bad. sometimes, i have nothing to do. feel bored.  but i have to sit before the computer and stare at the clock.  waiting for the lunch.

  have u seen Ayaka? where is the girl from Japan? i haven't heard from her for a long time, and miss her much. whatis happened to her. she is the best friend of mine on ebaby.  actually, she is a lovely and kind girl.

   i didn't like Japanese before. caz all chinese have the same feeling .but i should  say not all japanese are unfriendly.some of them are good person.they must obey the rules of their country caz itis their own country.

  i have nothing to do thesedays. my toothache kills me.ineed to the dentist next week. imet a client from uk.he iskinda nice person. but he needs my pic. i really hate this. imust think of carefully. what will happen between us? he will come to guangzhoufair on 26th April. he invites for a drink. but i prefer juice.hehe. isit a romantic date? iam not  sure.  the write snow and herprince lived in the fairy tale. Business is business.

    some of my people prefer to get married to foreigners. they like to show off the marriage of external.but i really don't like this marriage. though i know english. i think it is hard to know them well. western culture and oriental culture are definitely different. iam safe here , in my area. i will stay from cradle to grave.

   iam terribly ill now.   i have a bad toothache. i wanna bite people. it is painful.

,,,,a long day,,

  how  are u guys// wish u all fine. 

  why i lost a client?  my  so  sad. whocan help me? i don't like chinese businessman. they have a bad fame in the business world.  most of the products are made inchina and we are proud of it but  most of the fake from china also.  they lost heart of  made-in -china.... i hate this china.. . it is harder to do a successful business. if the client doesn't trust us at  all , how to do it ?

   secondly, most people bought present from abroad, but they are made in china . funny? there are many korean-owned factory in qingdao shandong province. they supply the job to us, but  it causes air pollution. the salary is  1000 per month, lower than workers in korean.korean people look down upon chinese.  they learn chinese and talking chinese but they don't treat chinese seriously. why? my country is not richer than korea. but they are making money in china. lots korean say that  china is a poor country. china is a developing country, it develops fast these days. bad china and good china. 

  some girl of chinese thought all foreigners are millonaires. itis a great plesure to married american, french, etc.they can go to sleep even don't know the foreigner 's name...my god. isit a chinese?? they lose face of our chinese. i saw a blog on yahoo. itis said that one of the African write  the word" how many chinese girl he use "   "use"  iam furious of the word " use" where is our dignity? what is the value of the dignity? Wake up, chinese girl.. it is safe here in china . it is our bornplace. 

 if u wanna havea better situation of ur life, pzl love urself, don't  treat urself carefully...

   there is a bright future of china. in the year of 2020, they all admire we are chinese. chinese will be instead of english to be  the universal language in the world...