Stephen4439

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I am skinny 17 year old working at levi's. I am afraid because I have closed myself from schooling . I'm still living with my mom right now, but I do want to move out as soon as I save a certain amount of money. I need to be a little independant, I feel like I'm behind other people my age... I want to move to California LA where my siblings are etc... I'm american born and raised in Seattle Washington. I think I'm probably one of those unapproachable people because I was totally fucked up in real life[parents got divorced, when i was 2], but if they get to know me, they would realize I'm more innocent than they really think. They look at me and probably think "party boy," (that's what people have told me.. and those are often the type of women I attract), but then I let them know that that lifestyle is not my thing, but I have nothing against it.. most of my friends have went through that phase or are still at it. So in my life I'm stuck in a rut of how people see me and portray me.. I seem like some wild and outgoing person, but in reality I'm careful with the decisions I make.. actually got a tattoo of rose a year ago to represent my dad.. it's his favorite flower I only talk when someone else says hi to me first. I feel bad but it's all my fault. I just can't boost my confidence. My friends are ones I make up in my head. I pretty much suck. Umm, I do love art and reading books. listening musics