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fuwenhaozhonghao's Blog
May 3, 2008
where are you? my lover !where are you?
all of sudden ,i feel that love is so far from me . i know you love me ,he love me ,or ... but i will have to say sorry about treating you like that .//
i am not a ice person i also have emotion ,feelings ,and also need the comfort in my back .i am a girl.a girl ,sometimes a weak girl.a girl who is eager to the love,a real soul friend. maybe ,my lover ,you will never get close to my side.maybe love is not ready for me .
dream ,dream ,the dream that i will never give up. the dream that i have been with for many years, sometimes i just wanna say something about my feelings ,most of time i control myself ,i often say to myself that just forget the hurt .and go ahead ,not to see the past thing .and now i find that i am still not strong.i am eager to the love ,the support, when i feel lonely. i know i have no ability to make my dream come true.no money to get it .i feel awful in my heart .but i must insist .
it is so tired to live in the world !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
now ,everyone ,everyone is like the feeler of the snail.protecting ,and so on. sometimes emotion is treasured with money,and even this act extened to the love of realetives ,the love of loves ,and the love of the friends........my lover ! i feel hopeless.i really fell that way.
i dont wanna the love is very very perfect.and the not eager to the very very romantic feelings.i just need the normal and quiet life.....
if the life can have next round.i will beg for the normal family like others with god .i beg for the real friends that can give me support about my career.i dont need other things like the money. how could i have this kind of thought?the current society!the showing of the heart .make all of that go to the hell === but feelings ,emotions,,,,,,,,,
for the dream in my heart,could i really give up everything? for the dream ,in my twenty-one age that is like the blooming flower, that the beautiful thing in my head, i cantrol myself.and even feel that i just looks like the troditionl old women .i give up the love that we often feeled about with heart. no first love!no love! there is no "him " who can surpport me in my backside in my heart.beween fact and unfact,how should i choose?will i go through the way of "marrying and giving birth "that most of the girls go through? and then to be the pure housewife? or will i go aganist my heart,and go ahead with the danger of falling down every time ? go ahead !go ahead! untill the heart is no feel of the hurting by the fact .till you think of the hurting as the enjoyable thing. my hurting heart...... "fact" ,go to flush my heart! i will not scared any more. because i know one saying."be dead in the dark,or explod in the dark" i have no idea that i will be the first one or the second one.and whatever the first one of the latter one ,i will go ahead bravely
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