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nehe32's Blog
September 1, 2008
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Last night..i possibly had one of the most insightful...saddening and happiest dreams i have had or will experience...
it wasnt a dream about sex...or a dream about anything like that..although it was about a girl..
a girl who i held very close to me..someone i think maybe i loved and recently she has hurt me (whether she knows it or not)
after that....i really just wanted to forget about her - hate her.
i thought i could..i really thought i could until my dream.
I dreamt that at school..in front of everyone, she said sorry...and she was truly sorry...she then said she was making preparations to get married..that hurt, and i replied with "oh.....your getting married? who with.." she said "well, will you...marry me?"
i felt what was like pure happiness..it felt so good..and i never wanted to wake up..and when i did..i swear i could have cried
not crying because i was sad..not crying because i was happy..but crying because i wasnt strong enough to forget her..i needed her..but it will never happy.
Do you know what it is like to not be able to forget someone you need and know you will never have? and know that the only place where this is possible is in your most deepest of dreams?
I sincerly hope you dont...as it has plagued my mind and i cannot stop thinking about it...i want to go back there
this made me have a strange thought too.."When we fall asleep and have a dream...are we watching it like a TV show? where the camera is our eyes? Do we have any choice over our actions? or is it already scripted by our minds?"
is our mind so complex that it can create a world in our head where people have personalities and can respond to you? or is it a video of something your subconscious needs to tell you? is that why we sometimes feel helpless or out of control in our dreams?
If we had that world..if we could enter that world...i would like to live there....
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