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monatta
Saudi Arabia
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.. MY MOTHER ONLY HAVE ONE EYE .. .. I HATED HER .. embrace
.. SHE USED TO CAUSE ME ALOT OF EMBARRASSMENTS .. .. SHE USED TO COOK FOR THE STUDENTS AND TEACHERS TO SUPPORT
THE FAMILY .. .. ONE TIME WHEN I WAS IN THE MIDDLE SCHOOL SHE CAME TO SAY HI TO
ME AND CHECK ON ME .. .. I WAS SO EMBARRASSED.. HOW COULD SHE DO THAT TO ME ..
.. I IGNORED HER… LOOKED AT HER WITH HATE… AND RAN AWAY FROM HER ..
.. MY CLASSMATES STARTED TO MAKE FUN OF ME
SAYING ' OHHHH… YOUR MOTHER HAVE ONE EYE!!!' ..
.. I FELT LIKE BURYING MY SELF AT THAT TIME AND I HOPED FOR MY MOM TO
DISAPPEAR FOR EVER
.. .. SO I FACED HER ON THAT DAY SAYING 'IF YOU WANTED TO MAKE
FARCE OF ME… WHY DON'T YOU DIE?' .. .. SHE REMAINED ON SILENCE.. SHE DIDN'T EVEN SAY A WORD .. .. I NEVER THOUGHT OF WHAT I'VE SAID… I WAS GONNA EXPLODE FROM
ANGER… .. .. I IGNORED HER FEELINGS .. .. I WANTED TO LEAVE THAT HOUSE… I HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH HER… .. .. SO I STARTED TO STUDY GOOD…. UNTIL I HAD A CHANCE TO LEAVE THE
COUNTRY… ..
.. AFTER THAT I GOT MARRIED AND OPENED MY OWN HOUSE…. ..
.. I HAD SOME CHILDREN AND I MADE MY OWN FAMILY .. .. I WAS HAPPY WITH MY NEW LIFE ..
.. I WAS HAPPY WITH MY CHILDREN… AND WAS RELAXED ..
.. ONE DAY, MY MOTHER CAME TO VISIT ME .. .. .. SHE HAVEN'T SEEN ME FOR A FEW YEARS.. ALSO SHE NEVER SAW HER
GRANDCHILDREN, NOT EVEN ONCE… ..
.. .... WHEN SHE STOOD IN FRONT OF MY DOOR, MY CHILDREN STARTED TO
LAUGH AT HER… .. .. I SCEAMED AT HER BECAUSE SHE CAME WITHOUT WARNING ME AND
SAID 'HOW DARE YOU CAME TO MY HOUSE AN SCARED MY CHILDREN ? GET
OUT NOW' ..
.. SHE ANSWERED ME WITH A SWEET VOICE, 'I'M SORRY, MAY BE I GOT THE
WRONG ADDRESS.' .. .. SINCE THAT TIME, MY MOTHER DISAPPEARED
..ONE DAY I RECIVED A LETTER FROM THE SCHOOL FOR A FAMILY REUNION
IN MY HOUSE… ..... SO I HAD TO LIE TO MY WIFE AND TOLD HER THAT IM LEAVING FOR SOME
BUSINESS .. .. AFTER THE REUNION… I WENT TO MY OLD HOUSE WHERE I WAS RAISED…. ..
.. I JUST FELT LIKE I HAVE TO GO THERE…. MY NEIGHBOUR TOLD ME THAT
MY MOTHER HAVE PASSED AWAY… ..
.. I DIDNT CRY WITH NOT EVEN ONE TEAR ..
.. SHE HAD A LETTER THAT SHE WANTED ME TO READ BEFORE SHE DIED…
.. 'MY DEAR SON, I HAVE BEEN THINKING OF YOU THE WHOLE TIME, IM SO
SORRY FOR COMING TO YOUR HOUSE AND SCARING YOUR CHILDREN…
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I WAS SO HAPPY TO HEAR THAT YOU WERE COMING FOR THE REUNION ,
BUT I WAS NOT ABLE TO GET UP MY BED TO SEE YOU I AM SORRY THAT I WAS
EMBARRASSING YOU WHEN YOU WERE YOUNG….
. I WANNA TELL YOU SOMETHING, WHEN YOU WERE A LITTLE, YOU HAD AN
ACCIDENT AND LOST YOUR EYE, AS A MOTHER. I COULDN'T SEE YOU GROW
WITH ONE EYE ONLY …..SO I DECIDED TO GIVE YOU MY EYE…... I WAS SO
PROUD OF MY SON WHO SHOWED ME THE WORLD WITH MY OWN EYE….
WITH MY LOVE TO YOU… YOUR MOTHER
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