The cross road in my life

Life is never predictable or easy to deal with. the next thing that happened might change your life, who knows.they say life is like a box of chocalate, you never know what you are gonna get.right now i'm thinking about what i'm gonna get from life.

 Yesterday at 9pm,my boss asked me to a meeting room and wanted to have a talk with me, from the minute i walked out of that door,i knew something bad would happen.and it really did.My boss told me i failed to get promoted this year.The thing is, i was not surprised at this result at all.i was well prepared for this moment.i thought i deserved this.i had to lie in the bed i made for myself and had no one to blame.i knew i didn't put my heart and soul in work during the past year.while my co-workers were working their ass off to meet the deadlines.i was only trying to escape from work.i've got loads of things to do on my hand but my mind was elsewhere.i have no interest in this job ,sorry.The thing is, i have other plans.i haven't focused my full attention on my work since the day i applied for my visa.i planned to immigrant,yes.the whole process might take long and i have to stay in my current company for the "background check".

i didn't tell anyone at work about my immigration plan, of course, i pretended that i was working hard,just like everybody else.but i guess they could easily tell i'm not good at that. i found that i didn't fit in this business, sitting in front of the computer all day long analyzing those financial figures just drove me crazy.Then i kept telling myself that others might think the same way as i do but they put up with this to make a living.At least it's a well respected job that pays well.

they say that find a job you like and you don't have to work a single day in your life, i couldn't agree more.i kind of know what i'm good at.i have a passion for language, in terms of both my mother tougn and a foreign language. i like to write and i get quite a few compliments on that.a friend of mine once say i should be a column writer. some people say they like to read what i write, i probably have a gift for that. Other than writing,i love traveling and getting to know people from different cultures and background.i enjoy talking to people and hanging out with friends.clubbing, dancing,acting,dining….you name it, i would like to do it.just don't make me dealing with those financial statements,i'm open for everything.

Now my life has come to a crossroad,and i don't have a choice, i don't have much to lose at the beginning, now i really have NOTHING to lose….then i have a terrible,sinking feeling that what if it didn't work out, what if i became a jobless nobody…..i don't know what life will hand me, but i know i have to take it and be brave.i will get through the hard time , i know i could, my dream will definately come true one day, no matter how hard it takes to work it out, i will have my best try.

I’m not sure being an immigrant is a better option.but life is a choice.and also you have rights on your own life as long as it won’t trouble other especially your family..
Good luck with your life,lucy..

Where are you planning on immigrating to?

Living abroad is a wonderful experience, but it is also difficult. 

to aljensen

i'm planning to immigrant to Australia, i love seaside and sunbath, coz i grow up in a city by the sea. i'm looking forward to go there pretty much.

Life is more like a crossroad. Sometimes when you get to a strange place you need to make a decision to turn right or turn left. When you choose to turn left you will miss the scenery on the right turn but you also have the chance to appreciate the unique scenery on the left turn.

So nothing to worry about, just go head bravely. As you wrote your dream would definetly come true one day.

Keep trying ~~

best wishes for you  lucy baby . 

my advice for you is to be   careful  and plan well  .  immigration as aljenson said  wonderful experience but also difficult  .  as you face unexpected thing in your country  .  you will face twice and more abroad .

so be aware . 

LOVE Australia. hey, as long as you believe in yourself and when you know you can do it, go for it! trust your guts dear!!

are you sure you don't want to go for NZ? or Canada? ^^

While I was reading your story, I figured out that you are an ambitious person that has lots of plans and dreams to achieve but your job is what makes you feel that it stand as an obstacle in the way of your dreams. Sometimes, we work the job that we don’t like but we don’t have a choice e.g. if you was really need at that time to work but the job which you dream of is not available, so you worked another job. I see that you like to do other favorite things behind your job, but how many hours do you work in a day? Can you take a vacation and for how long? Do you have free time to do your favorites? When I was in the work placement, I had to work for 5-6 hrs. When I returned back home, I couldn’t do anything, I felt myself so exhausted that I need to sleep. I realized that everyone in the work is working on the same thing daily, I asked myself if they felt boring by doing this or not, maybe they get used to this habit. Do you know, you don’t have to give up, do your current job with all your best until you’ll find a better job that suit you and your ambition.

Australia would be fun, much more relaxed than the United States. 

To Jane Doe

 i love Australia,it's got beautiful seaside senes and coast line. and the welfare there is good too. i took some thoughts on where to go before i plan to immigrant, Canada takes at least 2 years, New Z? i'm not sure about that, there seems to be too few people there.

New Zealand has a really depressed economy.

 Where are you going to live in Australia? Sydney? Melbourne? Adelaide?