My Name Is Toni
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China
March 19, 2009
Maybe I should be stronger in my work......
For the test, I had spend so much time and energy in it, but because of my shortcoming of characters, I didn't know how to urge others to speed their work, and at the end, I had little time to myself for the rest of work, It's my fault, I should change it......
Also on the meeting, when the boss negatived my test result, I didn't know to debate with her, she is famed with strong in work in our company, sometimes we even felt she is not strong but reasonless, but just because of this, we all felt little worry when we meet her between our work......
During the meeting, when she nagetived my result reasonless, I didn't want to argue with her on the front of others, if that, I thought she would felt awkward , and would like to begin a bigger war with me, and this would make me more uncomfortable, but, I think I shouldn't feel afraid about her, I should argue with her and beat her character of aggressive......
After the meeting, I felt so hurt with myself, and also another thing made me more hurt, I felt so bad, and wanted to have a rest off duty......
When get to 17:30. I leaved my office quickly, but my elder sister called me, she felt uncomfortable. and I found she is weeping on the bus, I felt so angry, a whole bad day for me, I want to be happier after backing to home, but, my elder sister infected me of her unhappiness, i have no choice except comfort her even I want to crazy in my deeply heart......
I am crazy...................
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First of all I hope that now you are in a better mood than u had while u were writing this post. In Arabic we say :يوم لك ويوم عليك which means: one day for you and one day against you. I knwo that when we have a very bad day we can't think about the good ones but we should be optimistic and look for a better day. In life there's the good and the bad we should and must enjoye the good and be strong enough to support the bad. Enjoye ur life. |
