An invitation of intimacy
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India
July 17, 2009
Friends,
I wanted to realize the facts of life by myself & live according to them.
& while travelling upon the path of a researcher I felt that I have realized something great & different ,which looked to me something big,so I joined Ebaby to share & teach people what I have learned.I participated in many debates & shared views with learned friends.
I found that Ebaby is a good site of real people who really wish to share have capacity to enter debate,I find most of the friends are sincere,intelligent, tolerant & nice.
While sharing with my friends I lost my grounds many times.I feel that I wanted to enlight my house by the light discoered by myself,made by myself,bulb to be made by myself & all the apparatus needed to create by myself & then light the house.
While sharing with my friends I found that I was creating a hell around myself,there was no need to do all the exercises which I was doing. There was a very simple way to use the light created by Einestine & apparatus needed was available in the market at very low prices.
There was no need to search God inside & there was a simple way to follow the proved facts already experimented & realized, provided by the religous scriptures.
I couldn't find my roots in hindu & christian scriptures, but I could find them in Quran.I found the principles very close to my feelings.
After sharing a lot with my friends I have changed my style of thinking ,working & planning.I have dropped the plan to renounce the family & business & live a life of wanderer.
Now I feel comfortable & at peace with myself & what I have around myself.
I am thankful To Allah for blessing ne with the facts.Now I feel myself a pupil rather than a teacher.
There is nothing to celebrate & nothing to be sad,Life is very simple & I would like to enjoy it in very simple way.I have found that I am not different from other people nor I am superior to others,but I am common as others are.... making mistakes everyday.
I am not going to bring a turmoil in my life by changing the religion but wanted to keep the feelings inside & live & feel the way I like.
I wish to thank all my ebaby friends (who are learned talented) who have reflected my face to me.
Dev
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