“曾经沧海难为水”
China
February 20, 2012
When I heard that you had applied for resignation, you are going to Shangshai Jiangsu or Zhejiang for development, my mind was blank at the moment, I just placed my hands on the keyboard or did not know how to reply with which words, at last I just replied to you with my idiomatic manner hehe. Yeah, I really didn’t know how to say. Remembered you had said you will cooperate with a man over there for business. Though I really want to say to you, don’t go or stay for me, I can’t speak out at last, because I knew I am negligible in your heart, as you said I am not your type of man you need. For me it was not correct, it is so obduracy and pitiless for a man who fell in love. Actually I had already known the fact, I didn’t know why I still debunked the dead war situations, it is self-inflicted simply, and that I wouldn’t allow my own selfish to tie to anyone, and I cannot bear to let you lose this good chance for your foreground. Whether it was an opportunity or not, at least it was you wouldn’t like to give up. Since I couldn’t say what, allow me just to type to end it with take care of you. When I typed out these words, I can’t control my tears out, or I didn’t know why I felt so sad in my mind.
February 19, 2012
From last year to now, it was to happen too much misfortune around me, there are a lot of frustration too, Am I married to a bad wife or? In fact, I am very clearly, so many years only one person…Why do I always let her down? I have asked myself, Is it the moment wrong she had…why I can not put it down up to now, sometimes the heart can not bear, I know this life is not to break from us, I also know she is so kindly to me it is any girl can’t do around me, I do not know why? Is it just one reason I am not willing to? I can not find the answer…Perhaps someone else said it is right sometimes happiness was in front of you but you did not grasp or did not envisage it…Why every time when I had something chagrin I always think it will be nice if she can stay with me, would have thought she had all before, thought that it’s just her who can listened to me quietly at the end of telephone when I headily or no disrespect said …
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IRENE FOREVER
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