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China
May 24, 2008
They're both convinced that a sudden passion jioned them. Such certainty is beautiful,but uncertainty is more beautiful still.When I was a little girl ,the sky were as pure as baby's eye..Now,I often reflect on the beauty and complexity of life.For me ,Life is getting more complex and difficult nowadays....Sometimes,I feel hopeless for unknow sakes..Life became aimless when I got nothing to do ...Where is my way and my happiness???Today it was cold as lately in my city ...I met one special man at night.When I looking at his childish face and bright eyes,I 've remembered we used to think that we would never say bye .. U said I 've changed a lot.I was wondering why u said so ??"Because ur eyes couldn't lie "u said .Yes .I am not the little girl who slept in a bed of tears anymore .I've learned how to smile when I wanna cry.I 've leaned how u hidden my ture feelings when it couldn't be known by others..No one knows how hard it was,is for me .But I knew I had to ...keep lying,then go on my boring life ..We've talked a lot but our past..then it was time to say good-bye in station.. U says there's two ways to say goodbye--One way is holding on.One way is being strong. I said "No",cos everything is fine...
PS:Anyway ,I can't forget this evening cos we met again ..
All us grown folk things ,also Separation brings....Actually there's so much more left to say ,but I chose let it remain in my heart forever.If you were with me today,it wouldn't be like this.There are miles of frustrations waiting for me to cross but the only thing I wanna do is traveling light ..lift my spirit high ..
No doubt,everyday life goes on,no matter what happened---As time goes by ...
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