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Take the hold of my hand,
move me into the past when I was different,
change my present, future this way,
don`t bother about those words i`ll say.
Cold whisper in my ear,
sounds also in my tears,
accomplish my second birth,
`cause I didn`t born right at the first.
Be alert to my hidden real I,
I`ve never seen it, maybe it died.
Annihilate the sorrow deep in my heart,
carefully, we`ve never been apart.
Pass the final test od thousand truths,
but in the end I won`t trust you anyway.
Deal with my foolishness and stay,
and if you leave, it`ll be too late to pray.

Love is a bird with broken wings,
and if you fix it, it´ll fly away.
Love is when you need to go,
but you wanna stay.
Even the hardest heart is breakable in this case,
love is when you like the mind more than face.
When you always think about it,
what you didn´t and what you did,
today, yesterday,and the day before.
And if you should've done less or more.
When you are lost, but you haven't found yourself either,
someone needs to lead, or find somewhere a leader.

´Cause my heart is beating so fast,
and I don´t care about the future or the past,
when I doodle it´s always the same,
many. many hearts and also your name.

Do you dare to run away,
no, ´cause you know you´ll be back the other day.
Can I promise I´ll never cry?
Okay, just say that you´ll try
to never make me so sad as a funeral song,
and that you won´t be away from me too long.

Am I a fool ´cause I write so many poems for you?
Maybe, but trust me, all of them are simply true.
They aren´t so good, but also not bad.
One thing is clear: In you, I´m mad.