after the long holiday

thoday is the first day after the new year holiday.

everybody in my office are sent to the Shen Zhen. leaving me and my head who have totally lose his Dignity in our office, and our boss maybe fire him in any days.

today, for some reasons, i can`t get in the office. cause i don`t have the keys, they was kept by the other appartment managger. and my boss who is in Shen Zhen don`t know what can i do, so he sent me home till the next monday. i of course very happy. honest, i haven`t put myself to gether from the long holiday, i still don`t feel like to work yet.

actually, if i try my  best, i can find someone to open the door for us. but i just didn`t want to do, i was rather than to leave the office, i just don`t want to stay in office as long as i can, so i just didn`t do anything, an get out to have a yoga class.  though i was worry about my boss might need me to send some drawing from office to Shen Zhen.

i feel so pathetic for my self. i just want to spent the days off, without any meaning. i don`t like my job at all, i don`t like my boss, and my office,and my workmates. i feel all of them has problems, none of them is good for their job. i just don`t satisfy of anyone frome the work.

i feel useless in my job.

i have very strong desire thant changing what i being through now. i really need some different, whatever about my  job, or the way i spent my time, or anything i can focus on in my spare time.