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Philippines
November 2, 2007
It's going to be another Thanksgiving. Sigh...another thanksgiving. It's a day to be thankful, isn't it? I'm trying to count my blessings so I will feel that I have a lot to be thankful for. I do have a lot to be thankful for. I still have my job, my friends, my family. I'm still in my condo, etc.
Why is it, though, that no matter how hard I smile, no matter how I try to be ok, deep deep deep down inside I'm still sad. It's so difficult. I look back at last year's Thanksgiving, I read old emails...it was one of those happy times. It makes me ask. Why couldn't it just stay like that?
But if I have to be thankful for something, thank you for the friends and family. They are these nice people around me. They have never failed to give me support. They have never failed to make me feel that there is still a lot to look forward to.
I guess I should also be thankful for all the memories. They are very wonderful memories. Still fresh in my mind. At least they are some things that nobody can take away from me. Never...I would never let anybody take them away from me. They are all I have left from those beautiful times. They offer me comfort, they give me hope.
Why is life very complicated?
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