I Should Be Closing Doors And Windows

Keeping a blog here is like keeping a door or a window open. If I want to move on there should be closure. I know it's difficult to have closure when there really wasn't any closure. But I will have to do what I have to do because I don't know when I will be getting that closure...or if I will be getting it at all.

I will be getting my Blog Dongle soon. It's a gift. It is a huge step for moving on. It's difficult taking that step. But for my sake and for those people around me who care and love I should do it. I am hurting them as much as I am hurting myself by holding on the past. And I don't want to hurt anybody. There are just these nice people who don't deserve it. They give you all the love and understanding. They deserve to be loved back and their feelings understood. It's not enough that you love them. You owe it to them to let go of ghosts from the past.