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echan_imoeth

Indonesia

December 27, 2011

tonight...

i never imagine that i will hear something that made me awake all night long

when all people sleep well, i stood alone in front of the computer

a warm chocolate milk, comfortable blanket, cozy bed, even soft pillow can't make my eyes close!!

 

those words..

those sentences...

keep repeating over and over again through my ears

 

i wish i could cry, but my tears already dried

i wish i could smile, but this lips are sealed

 

how come something that i feel must be banish in a blink of my eyes?

how come my trust can be broken into pieces?

is it true? is it real?

 

I'm so afraid to know the answer..

i don't have a courage to seek the truth..

i don't have any wise words to start the question..

 

in silence i can only look at those memories

the day i saw you, the day i met you and the day that all of this begin

 

at this moment i felt like i lose everything

then i saw my friend stand beside me..

smiled at me and told me, that i can make a good decision

am i really that strong?

 

i said i wanna cry, i wanna scream as loud as i can..

but my friend said, what is it for? something happened for a reason..

ah...

those words... something happened for a reason

 

now..

i think God have other plan for me

maybe what i had found it's not the one for me...

 

i wanna scream at you i said clearly to my friend

with laugh my friend said, until you satisfied the one you talked about wouldn't heard your scream at me

again..

i hate those sentences..

 

so hard, so far, so unbelievable

how can this night can turn me up side down

just like a boat in the ocean hit by the storm

only can wait until all of this pass

 

waiting the sentences from my friend, like waiting for the hangman to pull the rope

made all my heart wanna pop up and run

too bad the night getting dark..

the last thing i heard from my friend is

"you are the one that have all the decision, all of them will be your own heart will, choose it wisely"

 

agghh...

i can't make it!!

i don't have any idea with all of this!!

hold on?! let it go?!

which one?!

like a circle, i can't find any finish line

 

in deep dark night...

i can only sit still in silence

looking at those fake glaze, wondering when will be the right time to finish it all

getting darker...

and darker...

darker...

now what left,

only the silence in my heart and the whisper of the night wind

09:36 PM Jun 26 2012

echan_imoeth
Indonesia

well thank you for the compliment Wyz agf. yes i was the one that make it. glad you enjoy reading it. and have good day too for you ^^

see you Smile

December 24, 2011

no one prefer silent in their life

but sometimes, silent is the best thing

its a time where u can think more about your self

 

no matter how hard i try to listen

all i can hear is nothing

i just find my own self

in a pitch black room

 

don't wanna hurts someone else feeling

don't wanna lose what i have

don't wanna wake up from all this dreams

 

sometimes just don't wanna understand how fragile live can be

how easy to break the trust that made

how fast promises can be broken

 

how many times i tried to find light

i can't find it everywhere

no matter how hard i ignite the light

its always an useless effort

 

i don't know how long i will stay here

it's really annoying

wishing someone will lend me a hand to get out from this darkness

but in the end no one here

just me, the darkness and silent

 

no matter how crowded live are

its always me that left behind

no matter how hard and how fast i run

i never can't move on

 

one day

if i can find what im looking for

i will free from this room

who make me live in a cage

and can't let me fly freely to get what i want

 

hope when i make up my decision

will the best thing that break all this boundary in this pitch dark room

but until that time comes

maybe all i can here just silent...

cold.. dark.. and nothing else....

December 23, 2011

Something cross my mind tonight!! Thinking that live and love has the same taste like chocolate, sweet and bitter Smile

Not like candy that taste sweet or coffee that taste bitter...

Almond, cashew, fruits, rum and milk just another ingredients to make chocolate flavorful, as same as sadness, joyful, laugh, tears, passion, anger, patient and hate that make our live colourful.

take it every flavor you got and create the new one to make your live great!!

enjoy it until the last bite make it worth, trust me !!

life only once so use it wisely

Simple, Delicious and flavorful that my live would be, How about yours??

Enjoy your live, like you enjoy your favorite chocolate everyone and have a nice night Wink