the flowers will be down,,,,but .... so many

i really didn't want to give up of course no one can control of myself i have a very different sky maybe the different will lead a good result that is i can go to overcome about any difficulties ,,,,,but when the so beautiful flowers want to get down,,,i think no one can break away from the crule ghost(nature} i can clearly remember that very painful things,,,,it's really different ,,,just like a very famous singer'ws song by avrilavgne one of the words like this,,,,the different the different why so many people can get so many happy.....or just wishes ,,,,but i can't get it,,,,,till forever,,,,did you want to know the reason? because of i have no choices,,,the god just want to get my life rights back,and i just want to let the only happy .......take to others,,,that's to say,,make others happy.....but i have to lose so much but it's not my mind i just want to /////want to ,,,,,,oh i had no reason,,if the sky really want to let the (my sky)become the other different "sky'",,,so i have to give up although the beautiful flowers want to keep the beauty face but i still have no any other powers to give off and go to protect myself so i had write the eassy.... my heart was broken,,,,and deeply by the hurts,,,,,nobody knows,,my heart is raining by everytime,,,,i have to keep the hearts...forever,,,till i was died........