I am at a lose

Upon graduating from the A1 university which I was proud of, my life is in a mess.

My first job was not satisfactory.But I was unwilling to support myself by doing such a boring job. So I quited.

Then had come the biggest worry-I am unemployed.

I have been seeking new job opportunity for months.

I dare not to tell my parents about my update situation.

I keep worried about my job, my future, my life.

Family and friends think too highly of me.

I am pressed.