words of living

by Robert Kerry Gardiner

I'm really not good enough,
I wont even try to pretend,
I've hit an ultimate low,
realizing, this is the end

I get smashed into the ground,
The dirt kicked into my face,
I'm coming to my fall,
My memory will be erased

No one could really care,
Or comprehend on what I feel,
Hard to believe that is true,
That whats happening is real

It's like being tossed away,
Not good enough for a single soul,
I'm losing everything I had,
I've got no more control

Insanity strikes me deeply,
Like a plane into the spine,
Destruction enters again,
Deep inside my mind

As I lose all hope and belief,
In everything that made me smile,
Life smacks me right across the face,
Again, this life is not worth while