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Philippines
August 3, 2006
My pride made me say things I knew I would regret later, in the heat of the moment, my anger and pride all combined made me say goodbye to someone I have no intention of letting go. It all started with a stupid email and I got so offended I told him what I think, he got pissed and told me I grated on his nerve and wont be talking to me anymore. In my anger, told him sure no problem and goodblye to you. Well I wish I never said that but I didnt regret saying what I think about that stupid email and I'm not about to apologize for saying what I think. Its just that it hurt to know when everything you hoped for, everything you dreamed of building with him would just vanish in thin air. Differences in our culture might be one of the cause, how I wished he never just sent me that stupid email, things would have been fine up until now.
Anyways, its over and eventhough it hurt I can and I will move on. The best thing about it is that I still have my self-respect intact, no matter how special he is I'm not gonna go and beg him to make things right again and start over. If he's not strong enough to listen to what I think then I guess its not gonna be worth the effort.
I'm just so so sad at the moment for what was, what could have been and for what will never be.
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