The Long and Winding Road

What did you dream in the future when you were a child? Did you have any career you wanted to be?

Now I'm 23 years old and feel that life is just long and winding road. (I've played that tune. It's so beautiful song.) When I was a child, I felt 23 years age is completely adult. I might be more adult in mind of course, but I'm a child and worried about future as ever. I'm planning to work in fashion business and save money to study abroad. But I sometimes feel scary. If I couldn't do, if I fall down... it's nonsense I know, but I know also everybody lives with fears.

In my country, many young girls want to be flower and cake shop staff, beautiful bride, and cartoonist. Among boys doctors, firefighter, and teachers are popular. I think as we grow up, we tend to think who want to be those careers are minoity group. Now I'm lost my way, and I want to wipe out worries. Why did we want to be those careers? What makes us frighten?

I know the suffering scare us will be a seed of laughter in decade. Once we start and do, we don't have to think badly and all thing we should do is just concentrating on it.

Many people say "What can you do?" and I feel... I could not do anything. But it's not collect. I can ask me, "What do you want to do?" Because it's not too late.