Single Christmas

I didn't realise it's Christmas Eve until Fay told me this noon. Well I felt nothing about Christmas.

My bus home was filled with couples, going dating with great dinners. the couple sitting in front of me were frolicing, kissing all the way. Azure asked me if they were siamese twins. i thought they were just fireworks met in the sky.

well yes, that's just envy.

when i was sitting alone in the bus, looking out of the window, there're neon lights shining and car lights flashing. i cannot help feeling lonely in despair.