The Tears of Love

" I write this because this is what my feeling is shouting. Please read as I share my deep feeling in this very moment."

I always believe that love is the happiest thing to experience. Love is something like you can give and express your emotion freely. It is heaven to experience when love, the spirit of love, runs in your veins. No other thing can compare because love is the greatest. My whole being shows meaning and there are no difficulties that I may feel. Love is always been the happiest thing to experience. Yes it is. It is? 

But how could I measure love? What is the exact measurement of love? How will I know that the purest love I offered is good enough to be responded?What would be my basis to identify to consider myself that I am an effective lover, where in fact, this love I offered is useless? Useless because it was not responded fairly.

Yes, I gave love, but still the emptiness in me is not being filled yet. I almost to quit to love it can cause pain, ache, which no medicine could cure . My heart, my soul,ahhh, my whole me is much affected. I want to explode. I want everybody could hear how much I experience pain this time. I want to run. I want to shit off from this feeling. This weird feeling which I know everyone wanted to embrace it because their eyes and minds are still close how happy, delightful, memorable and painful when it is learned.

I don't want to give negative outlook about love because God is love. This is what I am holding to recharge more aspects of love optimistically. I know from the start that love is the greatest because God have founded it.

There is no reason for me to quit to love because quitting is like forgetting to feed your own soul. There is no reason for me to stop to love because this it is the only way that I would appreciate even how simple that thing is which could bring the colour of my entire life.

Love has always pain in it. When you feel the pain, then you are learning to love without a second thought, certain, not pretentious and pure as clear crystal at the midst of the sea when attracted to the sun of hope.

This is the mystery of love. You cannot touch the deep meaning of love if and when you'll not experience to love and to be loved in return. This is the greatest thing that I have learned.

I am happy but sad because I feel the deepest meaning of love. You cannot explain in a single word or even million of words but abruptly you will understand provided that your love is pure and sincere.

It is magnificent to love. Enchanted. And I am enjoying it and feel the pain of the sorrowful love, the tears of love. I am smiling with a tiny water drops from my eyes and then...yes! I am still in love...ohhh yes! I am still in love.

                                                                                                                                                            - Karlwinn