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June 12, 2008
How could you ask me?
After these years
After you grew this feeling in my heart
After you stole my world
After days which I loved with you
After every nice morningI started with you
After all of that
Now you want from me to leave you alone
How could you ask me that?
How could you ask me that?
Isn't a word on paper, you can erase it
Isn't file on your desktop, you can delete it
Isn't unuseful thing, you can throw it
Is my heart's beat need you
Is my hands write for you
Is my mind think about you?
It's every part in me want you
Now you want to leave me alone
How could you ask me that?
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June 12, 2008
What's mean this word for you, which word "brother" It has many meanings for me, it means bond, love, warmth...From long time, I know is really important for girl to have brother in her life, she can talk with him frankly and as brother, he will advise her if she needs to his advices.How much is wonderful time when you sit with your brother and drink tea with milk, of course with lovely cookiesWhat about when you are in his car and ask him to learn how to drift and he said for you is too early to learn One day I accepted some one as brother and I knew between me and myself that impossible for as to be real brother and sister, but in that's time I was really need someone to be with me, I trusted him, I liked him as brother, but one day he say for me " he isn't my real brother" and he meant his word, but for me was difficult to accept it, he hurt my heart, it was too difficult for girl to accept it. I can forgive him for all things he did, but I can't forget that's moment when he said this word" Aint your really brother" even if he said sorry for me thousand times not only one timeOne day he taught me that "A WORD LIKE BULLET, IF YOU THROW IT, YOU NEVER CAN RETURN IT BACK" so be careful when you start to say anything for any one special if she is girl, she has little heart like me. However it wasn't his fault, it was mine because I called him opa is Japanese word means "Brother", but still I call him brother as comity nothing ales without feeling this word in my heart, he killed that's feeling, warm feeling whish I felt it when I called him brother Sorry may be my words are little hard for you, but when I wrote it I felt little comfortable, it is like some thing was hard on my heart and I couldn't take it off
June 10, 2008
What's book for you if u don't read it and understand its words?What's pen for you if u doesn't catch it and use it to write what does u want?What's smile if you don't have who makes u smile?What's life for you, if u doesn't have who lives for you?I started to write about what I really I like it and I want to say what really before wanted to say it, it's my laptop which I used to write my words and it's my mind and my heart which help me to translate my feelings to words, to understand and get what I mean it. Now after eating a lot of chocolate and drinking a lot of tea, I feel that I want to write what really I feel. Don't be surprised when you read or hear my words, but think about the meaning which really I want to send it for you.Am girl in 21 years old and I really don't know if I have right to say what I want or other people will accept it as crime, when I was in 5 years I was quite girl and I couldn't believe my mother when she said that for me ..Why? Because am different more than what I was before 15 years old. In this nice morning, I can hear to singing birds from my room even if I don't like them, to be honest with you. I feel scaring from birds, I have phobia from them, I don't know why or when I stared to scare from the birds, but what I know that I can't tough it, however they aren't like masters or vampires, but do you know what's funny? We scare from some thing we know definitely that will never harm us or kill us.
