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fighting

maggie200888 — Thu, 12 Feb 2009 03:03:09 GMT

fighting

The winter holiday will be over ,nearly a month is over ,and i'll go to school on the valentine's day .time really flies! in the holiday,almost i was wasting time actually ,searching on the internet ,playing outside with friends ,having a lot of dinners ......i brought three books from school ,but actually i haven't looked them for a while . when come back to school ,i'll take an exam about accounting ,but i haven't prepared yet ,OMG,terrible.

sometimes i feel i'm so hypocritical ,is the whole world so?is everybody so?for sth one want,for one's vanity and sth else. i really dont know ,what's wrong with me ,and i could't understand my feeling about love .i wanna to say goodby to him on 14th,i'll tell all the thing.but i really dont want to hurt anybody ,dont want to hurt him deeply ,but if i dont ,i myself will get hurt, to feel wronged,yeah,so i dont want to lie to u and myself ,it's really painful.everything is so complicated ,isn't it ? i will look after myself well,and hope u will be happy really. now i think friends is the best ,they will listen to ur complains and sorrows ,then will confort u and give u some advice.yeah ,lucky ,i have many good and trusted friends who is by my side forever .i love them and will appreciate them .

anyway ,wish everybody around me live a happy life .i'll be ok,everything will be ok.for the next term ,there r many things waiting for me to do ,so dont be disappointed and lose hope ,gogo,fighting~~

about love

maggie200888 — Mon, 10 Nov 2008 21:35:13 GMT

about love

what is love ? do u believe true love and falling in love with sb at the first sight? have u ever met ur Mr right ？if u love someone ,will u care his or her appearance wealth height weight and something else or do u love his or her heart?

" I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you." i think it's a sentence to explain love ,really.

now my life isn't going on well . i have some problems . i don't know what's wrong with me or us . maybe we become so busy in doing our own thing or maybe......

will love fade for a long time ?who can tell me ? i found that i somewhat dont love him any longer. what's the matter ? should i contiue my love ?there is another sentence "Don‘t cry because it is over, smile because it happened. " philosophic words.

can u talk something about love? i'm really confused.

what's wrong with me all blank

maggie200888 — Sat, 08 Nov 2008 04:45:56 GMT

what's wrong with me all blank

It’s just another ordinary weekend begin , sitting in the front of the computer while having something to eat …….life.......

I really really got tired, frustrated and confused about life study feeling, about everything . sometimes I got lost myself . who can help me , give me courage . even I can’t find someone to talk sincerely . maybe there is someone . I am somewhat criticized by someone . maybe it should not be called like that. But in my mind it’s just like that . I am not used to be myself in that way . it’s time I should work hard and forget everything past . future is waiting for me . I have my dreams ,really . follow my heart . I should say that I am lucky to live on the earth , and I appreciate the thing and people around me . hope all people I love and the people who love me be happy forever.

Want to find a tranquil place alone and listen to the soft music separately .and I can get rid of the disorder life . what’s in my mind , what I am thinking about and what I want . I lost myself really . my friends . I just enjoy the feeling of speaking English and I’m fond of it very very much . though since college I nearly haven’t do something related with English .just chatting on the internet and send emails with other English lovers .besides , listening some English songs and watching foreign movies . and the chances of talking with foreigners face to face is really small and difficult .when meet them ,just say hello and some simple words . I think I am talented enough to grasp something new and the thing I like really .but just see the fact . maybe I’m too busy with other things which is no so important .but I think I am a good person who is willing to help the ones who need help and I will handle my work well .if I don’t , I will be guilty . yeah ,stupid .maybe no one can understand what I am talking about ,but even myself don’t know quite well . believe I am special and everyone is unique in this world . no one can change u and destroy your dream with putting some barrier .

Maybe I am used to write English on the internet , maybe I am too sensitive and moody . Nothing in life is to be feared. It is only to be understood. It’s by Marie Curie. Things and people will change ,but the thing never fade is your heart .

I must be crazy . If u think so then it is so . maybe I think too much .stupid .I don’t know what I want to say and what I said .a totally mass .I don’t know why I write so many boring words . I am typing the words without stopping ………forgive me......... long time no come here miss all of u.....

the Olympic Games

maggie200888 — Sat, 09 Aug 2008 00:35:21 GMT

the Olympic Games

Yesterday i watched the grand opening ceremony of the beijing Olympic Games .though i wasn't in beijing by myself, i can feel the hot atmosphere ,everybody was so excited ,and everybody is encourageing the athletes.the opening ceremony is so great with the traditional things of our chinese ,like the compass,gunpowder,paper-making,and printing and so on .

i'm hoping the outstanding performance of the athletes.

Happy Night of Sevens!

maggie200888 — Thu, 07 Aug 2008 00:10:13 GMT

Happy Night of Sevens!

Today is The Double Seventh Festival,Chinese Valentine\'s Day .is a traditional festival full of romance.

The festival has its origin from a romantic tragedy. As the story goes, once there was a cowherd, Niulang, who lived with his elder brother and sister-in-law. But she disliked and abused him, and the boy was forced to leave home with only an old cow for company. The cow, however, was a former god who had violated imperial rules and was sent to earth in bovine form.
One day the cow led Niulang to a lake where fairies took a bath on earth. Among them was Zhinu, the most beautiful fairy and a skilled seamstress.

The two fell in love at first sight and were soon married. They had a son and daughter and their happy life was held up as an example for hundreds of years in China.

Yet in the eyes of the Jade Emperor, the Supreme Deity in Taoism, marriage between a mortal and fairy was strictly forbidden. He sent the empress to fetch Zhinu.

Hope everybody be happy!!!

To love and to be loved is the greatest happiness of existence.

new start

maggie200888 — Wed, 06 Aug 2008 00:54:22 GMT

new start

I'm new here.

Believe yourself , then you will do better .
Enjoy your life , then you will get more .