I can't go my home when spring festival

  Now i am angry with my boyfriend, i don't know why,and i give vent to his brother,i think i just like crazy.   My boyfriend tell me that he haven't holiday when  the Spring Festival,i haven't words.my parents once request me to go back home with him,bu now the result of it is i can't go home,they want to see my boyriend,they don't accept him all the time,they fear i don't adjust to the circumstance,and they also fear my boyfriend doesn't understand me,and can't make a good life for me,but they are disappointed that we will not be able to come,i miss my parents very strongly......
          For one reasons:i want to go home in order to have a rest,although i adjust well to my work,and my colleague accept and approve me,and i feel we have a life in normal circumstance liking i am in school,i want to go home where i can depand on my parent ,and it's life can have a bit pressure on me....
          For other reasons:i miss my parents strongly,we always live in terrible life since my grandmother died,i am worried my parents,i fear that my parents are ill,i fear a lot of things......I bless my parents have a good health,
and my brother have a good life which is his want ......