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julywidiawati

Indonesia

December 13, 2009

I'm happy, finally he told me that he wanna hang out with me, but as a matter of fact, this is what I'm freaking out for all my life. But I'm tired running from reality, keep hiding behind the memory, I have to face it. I have to get married oneday sooner or later. After all this time, we've met constantly, we try to know each other not just having dinner, watching movie, go shopping and yesterday he asked me to go to his best friend's wedding ceremony. So far, he greats, treats and does me right, never did some gross things.

I just need more time to pray to Allah for Allah's clue. He's younger than me but he seems more mature in facing the reality and in giving comments for some cases. We went shopping two days ago, for my daughters' present and he also wanted to look after present for his lil' brother. I don't know how to describe it, it was beautiful, he did exactly like I wanna, attentive.

We did some brain storming...I don't know...I'm confused! Is it the answer from up above for all my prays? Asking Allah to send me the right man?Who can becoming the leader for me and my daughters. The more we often meet each other the more I always want to meet him, or you can say, I miss him!

This is out of my plan, marry with 40 year old guy, rich and good looking...What do you think if I get married next month??

 

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03:24 PM Dec 15 2009

julywidiawati
Indonesia

No No No guys, everyone here at office congratz me too, well that's too bad I think... It's too early, I have a ton of doubt right now...

03:53 PM Dec 14 2009

DaeNg

DaeNg
Thailand

 SmileThe love match is the best important of the couple who have the fervor:))

MAY LORD BUDDHA BLESS THIS MATCH HAPPINESS AND PROSPERITY THROUGHOUT.

06:16 AM Dec 14 2009

satclimb

satclimb
Iran, Islamic Republic Of

Hi sister.

Im sure that your choice is the best and certainly you can know difference of between good and bad or honest and dishonest and etc.

congratulate that you success to find your love Smile

I wish u be blest.

Be happy

03:24 AM Dec 14 2009

mickee85

mickee85
Philippines

the last paragraph cracked me up^_^ Well then it's cool, what a nice life you have. Anyway, I can't tell you the answer my dear, I really wish I could. I know you are in the confusing stage right now. You still have plenty of time to know him deeply, just take your time okay? You're the only one who can answer your question, we will just combine our prayer that your decision will be right and make you and your family happy someday.

xoxo