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Indonesia
January 6, 2010
It's been a long time I haven't visit Ebaby! Well, I open it actually but have no desire upgrading my skill of English, I have no idea why! I brought Al-quran with me now, still have no idea why but I think I need to read it I've finished it 2 times before as I live in Jakarta, but recently I even never touch it, something missing deep in my heart. And I'm not close to Allah like I used to! But not that far...
I have someone special now, and I think he can take me to a good way. At least he can takes care of me, and on the other hand my ex keeps bothering me with his suck massages or calls. I really really wanna talk to him heart to heart with head cold, but seems anger riding over.
I have next 12 months to know my boy friend very well, I don't know why I feel so nervous... Could he be the answer from God. I always ask Allah to send me a man who could be the leader of my family. I think I've wrote it over and over...
All that can help me is a cup of cappucino right now... life would be so wonderful!
More entries: I'm back to write.. (9), Don't wanna go anywhere.. (2), Treated my blog.. (4), do you know... (6), I'm missing English..., preparing the wedding... (12), Had a crush on you... (4), Thanks to Allah.., (3), I feel "enjoying life" today..., Try to be tough.. don't let trivial matter ruin my everything... (3)
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