I miss my dad so much!

I miss my dad so much, there is no man besides me recently, who always standing on my side, when mom and the whole family not really support  my decision, I miss him so much! I miss when he said, " Just let her learn.."

I was not really got this feeling actually, until I heard the songs, from MLTR's album which one of friends here at my office tuning in... I love MLTR, I collected their albums from the beginning to their latest album, and I can sing all the songs.

I remembered when daddy always pick me up from my university or from my office when I was in Bandung, and I always tuned in these songs in car on our way home.

I remembered when mom never let me drive with unreasonable reasons that she had no heart to see me trapped in a traffic jam, but daddy would let me drive and sit beside me on passenger seat.  

I bet if daddy' s still alive, he would pick me up here from my office in Jakarta to Bandung every Friday, and would take my daughters here when I miss them so much! I just need calling him and saying that I wanna go home!

You're all I need beside me

You're all I need to turn my world 

My manager keeps talking in front of me, before he's talking too much I better wearing my ear phones, songs from earth wind and fire "after the love is gone", and eric clapton "my father's eyes" would be perfect!

Sailing down behind the sun, waiting for my prince to come.
Praying for the healing rain to restore my soul again.
 
Just a toerag on the run. How did I get here? What have I done?
When will all my hopes arise?How will I know him?
When I look in my father's eyes. 
 
Then the light begins to shine and I hear those ancient lullabies.
And as I watch this seedling grow, feel my heart start to overflow. 

Where do I find the words to say?How do I teach him?
What do we play? Bit by bit, I've realized
That's when I need them, that's when I need my father's eyes.
 
Then the jagged edge appears through the distant clouds of tears.
I'm like a bridge that was washed away;
My foundations were made of clay.

As my soul slides down to die, how could I lose him?
What did I try? Bit by bit, I've realized
That he was here with me;
I looked into my father's eyes.