always in love...

I've been searching so long in this world trying to find someone who could be what my picture of love was to me then you came along

That's my cellphone's ringtone for my lovely honey's calling, I love that song, and I think that's one of a last lasting love song ever. I don't know exactly how and what kind of words that I should write down here to express what I feel.

I just wanna say to the world (well, I hope world would read my writing) that I really really in love with my boy friend, love with less lust. I do really wanna raise my kids from my previous marriage and my kids from him. I really wanna spent and wade through the rest of my life in a marriage with him.

I just don't know what to say, I'm tooooo happy, and so grateful that god sent him, I'm sure that with him I can raise my knowledge about my religion, and make me closer to Allah. The point is I can have a better life a better future.

When I saw you I knew you were the one the love that I've been dreaming of

Cause I've been waiting for you all my life for somebody who (Somebody who)
Makes me feel the way I feel when I'm with yoU

Have you been waiting too cause I've been waiting for you