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julywidiawati

Indonesia

March 30, 2010

My lil' daughter is ill now, oh God, I really really wanna be there beside her, she always called me every 2 hour yesterday, and was crying that she's got headache, I've called my sister and my lil' daughter already taken to the doctor last night, my lil' daughter would be off from school today, and my sister said she's already fine. Thank God this weekend is gonna be a loooong weekend, starting this Friday, so I can take care of my daughters.

My mom is also sick, she's got herpes, (OMG again!) Doctor said that she's got this sickness because of exhaustion and excessively thoughts of something. She's in Balikpapan now, she called me last week, I heard her wilt voice on the phone, she was suddenly asking about my visiting to my boyfriend's house, how was his family treated me, and she asked me not across the line in our relationship that I gotta know him well first. She made a lot of suppression on that. I've something across my mind that maybe my mom too much worried about me, she asked me not in a rush of making a married decision. It's depressing me. But I try to chill the things out.

I know my mom loves me so much than to my sister or even my lil' brother, she always told me that she got trauma to see my suffering and my storm and stress from my last divorcement. But I promise I'll put her above everything.

I haven't take my dhuha pray, it's already 8 am here. I better of.. I still gotta be thankful to Allah for all these blessing in my life. And hoping that Allah will make them more overwhelming. Ameen.

 

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06:22 PM Apr 04 2010

julywidiawati
Indonesia

Thanks Jucoba for the comment..

10:11 AM Apr 03 2010

jucoba

jucoba
Indonesia

Every moment have a lesson but we are not in a position to always remember that. We are a place of stupidity, neglectivity, temperamental, and unthankful. And with those conditions we are passing our life with a hope everything will be oke. Hope to ALLAH for the best we can reach.