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clarerissa

Mexico

February 28, 2009

Finally done with all the shity assignments and i have got more time to focus on final, cross my fingers and pray hard* Yesterday was a birthday surprise party for mum; undoubtly,it turned out great although it wasn't a big crowd but with the closet peoples.

Something held me back and made me so wishy-washy. I know am should be more approachable to accost to you but it was real hard after knowing the fact that maybe there were some differences btw us; or, i am just being sensitive perhaps? i have never liked to be franked when came to this kind of matter but it was irritating me. I am hoping that am able to figure out the solution thus everything will has a conclusion. I tried not to repeat the same mistakes that i had made from the past because what's the point of repeating it when i know it's going to hurt me again. I am daunting myself when come to this kind of circumstance because i just don't have the courage. Maybe this time is going to be different* i tried not to letting myself to involve in this kind of consequences again and i want to stay away from it utterly and jiffy. i knew right off the bat, i still can't get what i want. I should be optimistic and carry the hope that maybe things can be worked out that we don't even take note of it.

well, is going to be better in time and all i need are spaces. Give me sometimes maybe things change*

i am wanting more, but i can solely get half of it or maybe not at all*

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