My Way ... My Day

I sometimes ask myself why I must feel this way. The answer is always still unclear. I've chosen many things for my life but I don't know whether those are the best. When time passed, I've learned more about my life. Time is my mirror reflecting everything I thought and did in the past. I have set my goal a long time ago, but I still walk aimlessly.... How could I release from this invisible bondage? When will my reluctant day become more shiny?