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Spartan

Spartan

Nigeria

December 22, 2008


I am duly accused; l had abused your grace and unfailing love and betrayed your trust, and sold the innocence you’ve given me. I have earned your punishment in every kind of way. Yet I don’t have any excuse for failing and that makes me ashamed of myself, ashamed of what I have become; a weakling who knows what is right but always does what is wrong, it feels like my will is being kidnapped. My conscience keeps pilling my mind with guilt, like a movie; I see the things I’ve done wrong, hear the things I’ve said unjustly and opportunities to do good, that I obliviously passed. It sucks!
I have been running away, avoiding you, trying to hide my shame, but were will I go that your penetrating eyes won’t see me? If I make my bed in the pits of hell still you’re there, if I reside in the clouds you’re still there, you know every thought that flashes through my brain You know all of me more than I do myself, with you I have no secrets. Even though I still fear your presence, It’s silly to keep dodging you so I’ve braced myself up to face You, with remorse to admonition, I admit that I’m guilty but I appeal that justice be tempered with mercy. You said you’ll always welcome me back when I repent sincerely; the problem is the line between sincerity and deceit is quite blurry to me, I’ve believed in lies for some time now, tangled my ways and only you can undo it. I beg for your forgiveness, for your healing, for your renewal, for your revival, and for more of your mercy. I’ve realize my tears can’t buy your forgiveness; only your grace can. By your grace, Heavenly Father, forgive me.
Just as you’ve said by faith I receive your full forgiveness. Now my deepest fear is not falling, but to fall and never rise up again. So one last request, please steady my feet less I’ll be slipping again.
Thanks you'll always rock in my life.

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08:49 PM Dec 23 2008

Connie

Connie
China

it  is me .. i am lihong . dont be confused , how r u recently . tomorrow is  christmas day .  merry christms  in advance .   the passage forgiven  is hard to read by me , there r so many new words that i dont know . so sorry ,