Still loving you ...

There are no miracles orders that can return us to the old days.

A class only had us together, with a space which was very silent, full of sunshine.

In the summer, the flamboyant flower flourished on branches.

The red made my heart feel a stinging pain. So many memories of the childhood which was full of love, full of tender but it’s always make my heart feel a stinging pain again.

As well as … the first time I was heart-broken about someone …

Many memories about friendship, about the first clumsy love that time could not dilute in my heart … 

5 years, so long for a dumb love but it’s not enough for me to forget about the old days.

Sometimes .. dreams are still attached to your image …

Several times I looked up at the old high school, felt hesitation when I wanted to drop in, but then .. I came back in silence. 

Still a part of some desk remembers the name of someone, some space … was very silent … and sunshine was sparkling.

On a windy hilltop, trees rustled over my head …

Now … all of them become a memory.

I fear I have to touch in my old love, have to come face to face with myself …      

   There is a foot now already gone all over marine angle horizon!

A river grieves for someone… that laments forever non stop.Sad current of water like the tears …

It was raining that afternoon, there was a boy sitting in the small café so long, coffee flowed each dripping sad drops.

Drops of rain-water stagnated on glass windows as the round eyes were staring helpless.

 I also had the days like that …!All of a sudden an image of the girl who wore a white hat appeared, so faraway but it’s really very familiar …

Suddenly somewhere there is an equivocal singing resounding : 

 “ When you’re down and in troubled and you need a helping hand. And nothing, but nothing is going right, close your eyes and think of me. And soon I’ll be there to brighten up even your darknest night … “  

Those ..deep eyes, that ..warm smile … Shall… I see that again?

 Despite .. only ..once again … in life …