why should people need love?

well, somehow, i feel like i need to be loved and love back. but i have no idea why this is hard for me, to love and to be loved. when i am feeling alone, all i want is someone that kind enough to hug me and tell me that everything is alright. look to those lovebirds makes me wonder “where is my prince charming? is he exist anyway?”. sometimes, what comes in my mind when i saw my friend got broken heart, all in my mind is why love can be this painful. i have no idea about love, but those happily-ever-after fairytales are success to trap me, with kind of love that maybe never existed.