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Many people say that I have a lot of friends but they dont know that when I have problems, I dont know who can help me besides my parents. We just gather to gossip, drink coffee and go shopping. It seems that none of my friends understands me. When I have something uncomfortable in my heart, I dont dare to share with my friends because if I tell my story to one of them, I am sure that all of them will also know. That makes me unhappy.  Therefore, the best way for me is keep everthing inside my heart and never share with friends.

Although I know it takes long time to evaluate a person, I still cant realize what her true personality is. I dont know if she disguises carefully or I easily trust other people. I cant believe that I made friend with a person lying me in 3 years.

What can i do now? It's hard for me to believe in someone any more.