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November 23, 2009

Everyday, I expected he said he loved me. But why was it so long? Or he just considered me as a little sister and best friend ? Finally, I said I love him. Suddenly, his face is embarrassing. Wind blew through my hair, coldly. I couldn't feel warmth in my heart even though he was standing right here. Nothing had changed. He still said nothing, looked into the distance. I touched his hand, my eyes looked as if they wanted to cry. Then he said :"Can I say that I haven't loved you yet?"

Haha, I was such an dreamy girl. I must have known that he was not my man. He was born for hot girls, not a silly and poor girl like me. I could go out with him so many times, it was totally a dream. That was too bad when people didn't want to dream any more. But it was even worse when people couldn't express their love. And I never wanted to be a mute doll, never wanted to have a mute love and never wanted to be refused.

One day, he said he loved me [truly]

Day after day, I was with you and sweet words, warm hugs, ...... there was no stronger words to describe our love. Just know that you loved me, I loved you. We loved each other. It was enough! Every night, I thought about our past, present and even future. What would happened ? I didn't know though I was sure I would love you forever.

_____It was a long time I couldn't meet him, sms or make a phone call______

One day, he sent me a sms and made an appointment with me on tomorrow evening. He hesitated :"I have some important things to say with you." What were your important things? Met him, I couldn't notice any eagerness in him as the past. He took me to a yard where had a swing. It was many years I hadn't seen any swing. I remember the childhood when in my mind there had only parents and funny things. The distance between two stages of one person, it was so long that my memories had already been away from me, no way to get back. I need to cry. 
Then we sat down. He asked: " Why do you love me ?". What a funny question ! I had written the answer by my mind but couldn't make a sound. I still answered him. Next, I asked him the same. But he didn't answer. Never did and never will. Why not ? Why didn't you answer me? I really wanted to scream. Tears which I was preventing from dropping, were falling down my face. He continued making silent moments and gave me no answer. Instead, he said to me another saying which I couldn't believe in my ears until now :"If an emotion in our heart suddenly disappears, what will happen ?" I didn't understand. "If I don't love you anymore, what will....." 
I couldn't hear anything and my eyes became blurer. Tears helped me didn't saw him. I hated him even though I loved him. Why did you say this ? Then he wiped the tears on my face. After all, I kissed him once more. The last.... 

08:34 AM Nov 29 2009

RinDinh

RinDinh
Viet Nam

^^~~~   

first of all, i want to say: it's partly my deskmate's story, not mine

i only rewrote it and added my feelings into it ~~

thanks for your advice! I haven't had any relationship but I suppose I won't be a fool like that :) 

 

04:54 AM Nov 24 2009

lauyachong

lauyachong
Colombia

then you  give all of yourself to him,yeah? you made love with him at that time  yeah!     do you know ?you are so foolish?and you are so flawed!!!!你他妈妈的不是人,这么婊子,真是个婊子,我操你妈妈的,老子都没玩你,你却被你哥哥玩了,他不过是想和你做爱,死越南猪,快点来中国做鸡吧

04:54 AM Nov 24 2009

lauyachong

lauyachong
Colombia

then you  give all of yourself to him,yeah? you made love with him at that time  yeah!     do you know ?you are so foolish?and you are so flawed!!!!你他妈妈的不是人,这么婊子,真是个婊子,我操你妈妈的,老子都没玩你,你却被你哥哥玩了,他不过是想和你做爱,死越南猪,快点来中国做鸡吧

08:11 PM Nov 23 2009

sat1
India

Really this story was same case with me......

More entries: Chapter 2 : The last (next chapter of "It will be forever") (4), chapter 1 It will be forever (3), The cactus (6)

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