scarlet_rose
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scarlet_rose's Blog
November 5, 2007
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And so I'm sitting here, doing nothing, although I should be studying like mad.
[I think I just burnt my palate with the tea.]
Oh, what can I do with all of this? It's so irritating, I can't focus on ANYTHING, there's so much to do, so much to memorize and I just CAN'T make my mind work properly.
Besides, I've lost my motivation. Everything seems to be so pointless. The more I learn the more small and stupid I feel. Isn't that funny?... My head should be full of information but there's just emptiness instead. And the weight of world's wisdom is killing me.
Did I mention it's irritating?
Yeah... I guess I did...
Ahhh... I would like to close my eyes and fly away for a while. Go to a place where I could set my mind free, feel as light as a feather, free as a bird, careless as a child. Think about nothing, just BE, feel the wind, the sun, the nature.
I miss the sun. This autumn is killing me too.
It would be fantastic to control the time, wouldn't it? Stop, rest a little and push 'play' again.
Ahhh... It's hard to live with such an apathy.
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