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hello ^^ My name is Paula and I'm from Poland. I'm here because I want to improve my English skills^^ and I really want to meet new friend from around the world! I realized that I must write because this make me feel better :)

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October 4, 2012

WTF? Wtf is with this world? I totally can’t understand people. Why? Can you tell me why people are so jealous? Why are they jealous when other person is happy? I really can’t understand. How cruel can be if we are jealous of love.  Yesterday I had a very unpleasant experience, about  ten people asked me “how’s your relationship?”, you  probably say: “and what?” . Just a second, next question was “are you STILL together?” the word STILL was very, very stressed.  And believe me it wasn’t nice. I don’t know how our relationship will be but who knows? I feel that everyone is waiting WHEN we break up. Really, it’s sad.  Person which I think was my friend told me “you are crazy if you are with him” but REALLY? Really I can’t try? We can’t try? We have only one life and if I don’t try I probably will regret in the future and say to myself “if I do this….If I do this..” HEY! I don’t say in this because I take a risk and try. I have nothing to lose, completely nothing. I’m with him because I like him, I like spending time with him, I feel myself and I know that I needn’t pretend being someone else. We have plenty of similar opinion, we can talk about thousand issues. We never boring when we are together. Silent with him isn’t boring, it’s really beautiful. In this moment I’m happy. It’s true – I’m happy. I don’t need nothing more.  I don’t care how long we will be together, I enjoy this moment! I know that I wouldn’t regret that I met him. We spent amazing moment together.  This is important.  I can’t say that it’s fun for me because I think seriously about him I’m not kid and I know what I expect from relationship but I don’t want think how long we will be. But from the other side I’m afraid about thinking of future..I don’t want to have a big plan, just simply take what life bring to me.  No one aware me before something wrong.  If life want to hurt me I take it. No one can tell me what I should do. It’s my life and if I want to something everyone should be sure that I do it. I don't care opinion people who don't know me. 

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